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treasure(d)-ship

2009-11-26T15:31:00.002+08:00

Moved to livejournal (http://treasure-ship.livejournal.com)

Not abandoning this blog yet, just expect few posts :) Maybe when I get sick of livejournal I'll move back.

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2009-10-16T21:08:00.002+08:00

Day to check papers is slowing nearing- life sucks.

So far liking AJ and Dong Woon from Beast, and Lee Joon and Mir from MBLAQ. Wonder if they'll be good bands!!!

Anyway even though exams are over what have i been doing? Good question.

Liberation

2009-10-12T20:33:00.007+08:00

Shout-out:

The exams are over! Feel so liberated and free.

My plan for tomorrow:

And of course:

You're beautiful

2009-10-10T21:22:00.008+08:00

Changed the blogskin for a bit, a bit plain for now but bear with it, the exams are almost over and I'll make changes alright :)

Had to blog because I just watched finished 2 episodes of You're beautiful and it's awesome already :)

Plot seems really good, actors are good, viewer ratings are good :)

It's this band A.N.Jell, and Park Shin Hye (from Goong S) is acting as a guy in this drama. Joined the band while acting as her twin brother, and of course things happen:) 2 episodes only so far but I'm loving it, their dorm is like omg unrealistic it's so pretty :) Hongki is the ultimate of cuteness, while Tae-Kyung reminds me too much of Goo Jun Pyo, and Shin woo reminds me of Jihoo! Another BOF in the making?

I always seem to like the JiHoo character in shows. Yong Hwa <3 But of course I watched this show for Hongki :) Everyone needs to watch this already!

The next few months are going to be good because exams are (nearly) over, holidays are coming, I've plenty of dramas to watch (you're beautiful, heading to the ground, iris, hero (maybe)), plus all the boys are coming back to the kpop scene haha. Enough girl groups already.

Exams were screwed with a captial S.

2009-09-18T08:32:00.001+08:00

2PM is continuing with 6 members, sigh ):

Will be changing my blogskin after the exams haha cos i know firefox and safari can't see it D: (cos i use IE :D)

I need to keep blogging!!

JAEBEOM

2009-09-08T19:48:00.003+08:00

Following up on the last post D:
JAEBEOM IS LEAVING 2PM. HOW CAN THIS BE??
Netizens are too scary. Blowing a small matter out of proportion, forcing someone to leave the group, even creating a suicide petition..

How much scarier can this world get? Have we really lost all our compassion, recognition for TRUE talent, and even love?

2PM will never be the same again D: We'll miss you, Jaebeom. Lead your life well from now on, and know that you have a big fanbase who won't let you get murdered by stupid people who (might be) plotting to kill you!! :'(

Almost cried when I saw the news ughhhh. Doubt I'll have the mood to do anything else tonight ):

100000 strong

2009-09-07T23:29:00.004+08:00

Is it really, that when one makes a mistake, there's no turning back?
Condemned to be banished, insulted, hated, outcasted?
Rejected by the public, put down by the media, being critised by netizens.

Oh, how humans really wait for the best chance and strike.

I mean, its not only him. Even in our society, (I'm not talking big shot society) we see this a lot. Happens to you, me, everyone. Is it really, that if today I commit this mistake, we just cease being friends? Live everyday in anxiety and fear? The fear of being hated, talked bad, outcasted?

I've made major mistakes in life. Everyone did. So how is it that its so hard to get back up? That the only way i take is escape, apologise, and don't try to think about it anymore?
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I think I worry too much. Seeing all the 2pm news made me think, but that wasn't really it. I still remember the times where I made mistakes, and how I got/didn't get over those.

100,000 strong for 2pm :)

Fencing outing tomorrow, looking forward :D

300?

2009-08-31T15:53:00.000+08:00

Life is good :)

Sept and Oct are going to be good months :D
Sept: SS501 2nd album (<3), YUNHO's heading to the grounddd :)
Oct: 2pm's album (!!!! <3), considering to watch T.O.P.'s and Hongki's dramas haha

Need to find a new hobby desperately for the time being ): Can't keep rotting in front of the computer eh? x)

hope

2009-08-24T21:37:00.002+08:00

Been crashing waaaaay too early nowadays, what is wrong with me ):

eng orals! was scared, but turned out fine :) chem spa is tomorrow, current time 9.38, and things about chem in my brain? zero. Oh esther you are so good :B

need to focus and hopefully sleep by 1030, if not might really die in school tomorrow, ack. D:

DBSK <3

2009-08-20T21:26:00.001+08:00

5 - 1 = 0

GO DBSK GET RID OF YOUR SLAVE CONTRACTS.

Anyway the landlord is !!!! wants to close down zfencing!! yucks don't want to train in school ):

H4

2009-08-19T16:38:00.005+08:00

Okay needa rant.

Just watched like, 2 minutes of the China version of Boys Over Flowers, its like WTH? Never will be able to beat Korea. I mean, even the actors look eew.

Just compare that. Even the uniforms look tacky. And the guy playing yoon ji hoo looks so bad (the extreme left of the China photo) D: And what the hell is H4? I mean even if they don't want to use F4 then pick a nicer letter right. H4 sounds ... weird. Maybe B4 or G4 would be cooler.

All over BOF already, but still D: The show starts with Yunhai (Jun pyo) with a broken leg and poofy hair and running away from the hospital. okay...

Esther please concentrate on studying your exam a bit tmr ah!!

Mr.

2009-08-18T21:14:00.004+08:00

For the benefit of people who love to read about my life so much (aka the one with grey hairs = PRISGOH) I'm here doing another post.

Which of course comes with a picture of the best(estestest) band ever :P

I keep wondering how come I have so much time to slack when life is supposed to be about mugging at the moment. Everyone around me seems so busy? There's really nothing to study for geog, it's not only me right. Anyway I'm planning to chiong home tomorrow to study whatever I need and all the best for me on Thursday. Boo.

Training was cooooool today but eeks I haven't fenced for a gazillion light years which means - forgot to lunge, step forward, fence, whatever not. Anyway FAHK (don't try to pronounce it, wonder who came out with that name) is going to be (!!!!!), wish I could fast forward time now.

Kept dying like 9827104 times in class today either from my nose/sore throat/boring lessons. There's chem tomorrow (eek) and its the start of the day (double eek). Hope I don't die anymore than I did today.

Needa crash

bad guy

2009-08-17T19:08:00.003+08:00

Rescue operation #294 :)

Bad guy is the best thing that ever happened on Earth.
Ugh Esther you should be studying.

p.s. Forever love is FinKL's song (girl band) so its a bit gay haha :) BUT BAD GUY IS REALLY FAINTABLE OKAY.

Hottest CassieS

2009-08-16T20:46:00.004+08:00

So i got bored of (not) blogging?

Life's been slooooooow and boring. Ugh. And tomorrow is Monday, which (obviously) = sadness because of 2 reasons. Number 1 being the start of a new week. Number 2 being something which you don't need to know about.Latest craze, aren't they the HOTTEST? [haha no that's me (pun)] although SNSD's boyfriend has been playing for about 3 hours already on repeat :B

I guess this makes me a:

Cassie Hottie Triple S(er) ELF SHINee world(er)

On a side note, looking forward to training with Fencers after 10000 months :)

for good..?

2009-08-16T20:39:00.002+08:00

Life isn't all about the behind-the-scenes.

Go my favourite band-

JULIETTE OH

2009-05-28T21:11:00.000+08:00

Birthday

2009-05-22T20:29:00.003+08:00

Sometimes I ask myself why I don't ever blog consistently.

Birthday today, was happy & sad.
Learned not to expect too much from birthdays though, 2 years straight my birthday has been a bad day, worse than any other day.

But this year was better, because of 315 and fencers :) I love fencers they totally brighten up my day :D Thanks so much guys love your BALLSZXZX and amanda's balloon :D (when i carried it come a stranger ended up wishing me happy bday haha) and aw man I couldn't help with fencing booth set up and met you guys so late, but was still fun LOVE RGFENCING <3 315 was awesome too :) People wishing and hugging me, thanks :) Thanks pris for the MIRROR HAAHA i'll buy you a bigger one for your bday alright :) Wenyuan with her super sweet card and notebook heh YOU SHOULD DECORATE IT FOR ME. And sa with her WOW PINK card but super sweet message too! Wrote me a long long long letter <3 yup we'll kill our sucky grades together :) Only one thing didn't go v well today, but it's okay everything else was good :) Thanks guys, you guys are the best <3

tmr better be good- i don't want to have gave up for nothing

ADELINE!!!! Aw man it's been so long since we last met up, and sundays currently suck ): it's so boring around here, you should move back ): even though there isn't much time to hang out now, but we could still go rollerblading or sth on sundays :D miss you loads!!! D:

sigh

2009-05-05T22:37:00.002+08:00

Ugh, my house is chaos.

Because it got invaded, and now i can't concentrate on studying, and if it doesn't get settled soon i'm going to fail the exams next week. awesome. Exams sucked so far, sigh. But yay was looking forward to today's training loads loads :) But it was Hardcore Tiring.

HOME ISN'T HOME ANYMORE (for now hopefully) D: D:

My sister best - mugging with all the noise

Take my hand

2009-04-30T19:21:00.004+08:00

I am, scared, of math.

And I totally flunked it.

Again.

LIFE IS SAD.

2009-04-25T01:42:00.002+08:00

D: it's 1.43am.

And I'm still up doing Philo FA. Bernice's house. We were really productive today at least, doing lots and lots of math, just that I'm getting bored now so I'm like falling asleep. Sad.

2.23am. ): I am like LOST for philo, mugging time. D:
sigh. time to concentrate again, blog next time ):

It's what you care that matters

2009-04-20T19:33:00.009+08:00

DBSK <3

School was fun today, although I was dozing off most of the lessons. Sucks for waking up early on a Sunday Morning and sleeping Late on a Sunday Night.

I think I was most awake for CLE - Jieru was making me go all high! Well number 1 she suddenly started counting the number of wasabi peas there were left in the container we shared. And my whole group counted it WHILE mr segarra was eyeing us. Oooops.

Number 2 Jieru started throwing erasers at Grace and playing skipping (?) hoho. Funny sheesh I tell you. Jieru has this new thing of calling me Estee and she's now officially Jieree. We were vandalising each other's tables with erasers and writing stuff like "Hi Jieree, you're fishy". So there's currently a "Hi Estee" on my table now and I'm going to go to school tmr and feel all warm and fuzzy when I see it greet me in the morning :)

And there were lots of funny things happening, can't remember them all, but yes you get my point. CLE was high. I couldn't stop laughing and I think Segarra noticed, whooooops.

After school! Turkish Ice-cream, trick was on Shirlyn :) It was funny haha she couldn't grab her ice-cream, and when it was my turn I just grabbed my ice-cream at one shot haha I'm the pro. So the guy just gave it to me, awesomeness :D

I hope Friday's sleepover works out since I always end up slacking on Fridays anyway! But I'll probably end up dead for cheer on Saturday, B's fault okay :D HoHo. I'm so gonna sleep at 9 plus tonight, time to do Bio and Physics ):

The toast of the Early Birds

2009-04-19T09:23:00.005+08:00

Guess who intended to wake up at 730am to study, but happily left her music on the whole night so her phone battery died and in the end she woke up at 820am instead. Talk about being smart.

It's 930am already, and it's time to start work!! Bernice the earlier bird woke up at 5am to study okay, i'll never be able to manage that. I think we're all turning into nerds, look at what all the failing has done to me :)

Let's hope I accomplish what I set out to do today! And then there's that School tomorrow Again sigh.

Day Moon

2009-04-18T20:02:00.007+08:00

See when I change my blogskin I actually blog so much.

There's now a ss501 folder in my desktop, hoho. Fangirl much.
Nothing beats dbsk though :)

Focus on ss Esther what are you doing (!!!)

Sunshine Yellow

2009-04-18T18:25:00.004+08:00

sometimes the sun just shines.

decided to start updating again, going on the computer was getting much too boring hoho. didn't link everyone, because i was getting pretty annoyed with this skin.

Was complaining about the sun today, how during sunrise, sunset and midday the sun's always so scorching hot. Over at rijc today, couldn't be bothered to walk back to the interchange what with the hot sun. But it makes pretty pictures, no?

Exams are around the corner again, i feel like pulling out my hair all over again but hey, the school year will be over soon right. I can't wait to get rid of sec 3 hoho, many reasons.

Just can't bring myself to-

2009-04-12T20:54:00.002+08:00

can everything just stop now ):

i wish she would just stop caring/interfering and just leave us alone.
don't ever mention those two words to me.

magic castle

2009-03-08T21:27:00.000+08:00

ah finally time to slack and rest for a bit :)

been watching videos the whole weekend yay. first weekend in this year i haven't touched anything related to school. AT ALL. awesomes. i just love it when the lj week is here, yeah? x)

i did damn badly for math exam i shocked everyone (even myself haha) whoops means more math for the whole year D: physics wasn't as bad as i expected, i got all the final answers but they were all estimations, but it's better than not getting answers i suppose. i just realised im going to have to skip fencing on tuesday cos lj clashes oh no coach james training D:

anyway, got this new thursday fencing coach who makes us do SPLITS (lol) super hardcore okay. but he's nice. and everytime when i'm more relaxed i don't take time out to blog, too lazy, so haha going to have a lack of posts :)

all rise-

2009-03-01T16:52:00.000+08:00

Shall post before i continue studying social studies D<

Tomorrow's kind of like the last exam day, because math pt isn't really considered an exam and physics DA shouldn't be THAT hard. or not. I can't believe I kind of started studying bio and ss only today, had headaches on friday and saturday AND thursday so I just crashed on my bed. Which leaves me to be kind of in a rush now but I've decided not to memorise bio. No point anyway, the questions won't be that easy to regurgitate everything. Pray hard that I suddenly find myself miraculously good in bio (:

SLI was fun on friday, got to go home early :) (although i slept the day away D: ) Didn't manage to go for cheerleading on saturday, someone teach me the dance k? PSL session was fun, as usual :) But the next one is so lonnnnng away it's in may oh no. i thought usually it carried on and stopped in april but this year the school's functioning funny.

I don't want to freak out tomorrow when i see my papers D: Bio's so scary now it seems so little to study when i originally i thought there was this overwhelming stack of stuffs. hopefully everyone's feeling like that then im SAFE. hehe.

okay shucks it's 5.03 pm it's time for ss, where art thou bernice?! we're 2 hours behind time oh no whoops hahaha.

STRESS

2009-02-16T22:20:00.000+08:00

math exam on thursday, why is everything so fast-paced D:

I think i'm stretching myself too thin. and getting stressed too easily. everyone around me is telling me to relax, smile more. and i think i shall. (: math is NOTTTTTT going to affect me cheerful self hahahahaha.

on to happier things! 109 was really sweet on valentines' day, giving us balloons and all, thank you 109! <3 I remember being really stressed the night before and the day itself (again), but everything went out rather well, thank goodness :)

i hope fencing tmr can help me to wind down, destress a bit (: although rushing home and all plus chionging all the homework will be ahhhh. study for exam on thursday, hopefully i don't screw up and it will be relatively easy. I want a good math brain sigh.

I wonder if its just RG which is so stressful or everywhere else is. I suppose everywhere else is the same :) so haha i shall just enjoy myself in school. 315 has been turning out into a rather awesome class, i love the people around me (: and it's for them that i feel happy to be going to school, none of the academics though x)

JOHNNY! going to miss you, you go china study for whattt D: now i got one less person to talk to regularly haha. come back soon kay, take care :)

in love with the song eternal and my destiny for the time being haha. i shall go sleep now because my eyebags are like SHITZXZXZX.

SCREWEDDDD

2009-02-10T20:45:00.000+08:00

my blogger is screwed sheesh i can't go to some blogs and some blogs keep appearing!!

anyway, I need to post, so people can read this and not the yunho bday post (: HAHA! I am not a stupid over-crazed fangirl k. Anyway! MATH PT PROPOSAL IS DUE TMR AHHHH and no one from my group is online. we are THAT awesome.

Friendship week has been awesome so far :D Hugs and more hugs (: And everyone has been so nice and lovely hahah. :) the only thing i'm not looking forward to this week and all the other school weeks are stay-back-after-school-till-late events. If you know what i'm talking about.

I don't have much time to post nowadays, blogger sometimes doesn't even show me my own blog ): so haha wait till everything's fine again, or when i decide to post again (:

HAPPY BDAY YUNHO <3

2009-02-06T16:00:00.000+08:00

U-KNOW YUNHO ♥

is 24! He's so talented he's my absolute fave in DBSK (: HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUNHO, continue to shineeeee in korea and japan and everywhere else! He's definitely the most AWESOME in DBSK, CONTRARY to what amanda and bernice think x) (but no, we shall just listen to me here)

His dancing skills are like SUPERB and so are his singing skills (he can sing okay!) And how he's always dancing in the front cos he's the WONDERFUL LEAD DANCER! and, the wonderful leader of dbsk x) which no one can ever replace cos they dont have the leader look :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, (:

and no i'm not some stupid over-crazed fangirl okay! :D

embracing change

2009-02-05T18:06:00.000+08:00

okay normal school post first! (:

i survived the week! tomorrow is friday, i'm like SO happy for that, i've been waiting ages! And I can't wait for saturday too, it's going to be fun :D school was quite fun today, physics was super funny and everything else was quite slack. I like where i'm sitting :D

i never got round to posting about wednesday! Mr A. cried from laughing. because well my class is so super cool and hilarious we were laughing abot something I can't remember, and suddenly he was wiping his eyes and squating down under the teacher's table. which meant we burst into more laughter, but because 315's so awesome we just made him cry from laughing :D and we tricked our pe teacher into letting us off early too cos the class exco and the leaders were corrupted people :D

and the funniest thing was math because we offed all the lights and everyone was sleeping (we decided on this in like 2 secs i love how 315 is so spontaneous) so we slept and slept and our math teacher was late! we were all waiting for her to come in but she didn't for quite a while so some people really slept (: and this is the first class i've been in that everyone slept. we were so quiet and convincing okay. usually other classes there'll be a bunch of people protesting and making so much noise. so our math teacher finally came in, and she went like "hello girls! its time for math! today is not april fool's day right!" and she started going "WOOOOOOOOO" in a very funny way like so many times, i was trying hard not to laugh but i couldn't resist :D miss wong is seriously funny!!

i hope rs this year is going to be fun cos im doing it with bernice~ :D and more fencers! (: plus i had anoher blood test yesterday, one big tube of blood again ): i'm kinda semi-immune to jabs now at the rate that i need to take blood tests haha.

another post coming up tonight, :D

school

2009-01-27T21:23:00.000+08:00

school again tmr, not excited D:
the holiday isn't long enough, minus all those visitation time there isn't time to do my own stuffs ): AND my homework isn't done. I am so awesome.

team huoguo tmr tmr tmr! :D at least school isn't that long tmr, bearable :D
i'm hungry :(

on a side note: hi suzanne :D if you see this means you found my blog, congrats! HAHA.

HAPPY BDAY

2009-01-26T22:39:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BDAY JAEJOONG SORRY IM LATE BUT STILL :D

You are so awesome even though you're (obviously) not the most awesome in dbsk, but you're like second with the rest of them :D I love your voice and your sexy bod (HAHA) and everything else about you! I'm too lazy to post pictures but nevermind you can go to AMANDA's/BERNICE's BLOGS hahaha (: you're 24 already! YOU + DBSK will get better and better as the years go by right awesomes! YAY love dbsk love you love yunho more though x)

okay cny! not as bloggable as jaejoong's bday, so whatever :P one more day to endure tmr! and then its school D:, but im looking forward to TEAM HUOGUO on k! :D

time for more dbsk mvs~ :D HAPPY BDAY JAEJOONG! :D
yunho's is coming :D:D:D:D:D:D

sometimes, it's too far to realise

2009-01-18T22:32:00.000+08:00

school tmr school tmr school tmr D: / :D

don't know if i should be happy or sad, good to be back with 315, but then school = work and all plus i'll feel so left out from not going obs D: which sucks! and 5 days at home have equalled nothing but one math assignment. i am so awesome!

1. i don't have my house shirt apparently it's with mr a(?!) so i don't know what i'm going to wear to school tomorrow.
2. i have no idea what i'm supposed to write for gong han since i didn't go for obs.
3. i hope school tomorrow will be fun/bearable.
4. maybe i should be sleeping now?

aaah how am i going to get my house shirt from mr a in time tomorrow! he better have passed it to someone else or find me in the morning cos i really don't want to go all the way to find him D:

OBS

2009-01-11T21:09:00.000+08:00

I can't go for obs D: even though i'm in group ten which has awesome people!!

sighsigh when i finally want to go for obs i FALL SICK with this super annoying high fever of 38.9 so I won't even be able to go to school tomorrow. Must be all the stress of the first week: orientation, proposals, homework, new teachers, crazy schedules etc. Maybe not going obs might be a good thing, but I won't be able to bond with my class :(

315's not that bad after all, sitting next to vanessa and priscilla is fun (: and having rain and vera in front of me and joie wenyuan yirong behind me! but its on the third floor which is one floor higher up than 211 sigh.

going through orientation reminds me of my sec one days! being the only person from my school in 110 (no, i dont count _____), making friends with dionne bernice wenyuan and ruth and huijie i think! can't really remember. oh and rain maybe. plus we had awesome psls, who made orientation really fun cos our class was quite hyper (: and now im suddenly in sec 3, so old haha. plus being a psl myself, hoping to be nice and friendly and approachable and etc etc! i remember how everyone in my sec one class wanted to be a psl! :D

shall write letters to 109 soon. i remember i never survived long talking to my mortal, sorry >< thats why this year i want to become a better senior hahaha.

i missed the first cheer prac! heard that it wasnt so good :/ to the older people who were in cheer last year at least. might consider quitting if things get bad :x

miss me everyone while you guys are off to obs D:

DIVINE ONEOHNINE <3

2009-01-10T22:01:00.000+08:00

OKAY I HAVE TO BLOG TODAY.

orientation has finally ended :( It's really sad because it's been a great experience, especially with my sec one class 109 <3 you guys are the awesome (:

I can still remember the first day, when we went to the amphi and stood on the stage holding paper which said 109. plus taking attendance, doing unite and screaming into the sec ones' ears :D Then the first psl session, first RI, first etc etc :D

YESTERDAY AND TODAY! station games (: 109 WON FIRST FOR STATION GAMES GREAT JOB GUYS (: dinner was awesome, we all felt like pigs (: they're buffet is so grand!! lucky them to be coming in during the 130th year. (but its alright, cos we got to eat it too :D)

SHOWERING:D this sounds sadistic but, it was super fun (: we did raffles jam plus the psb cheer on the doors, to pressure them to hurry up. hands were super red from banging the doors too hard, and got a sore throat from shouting myself hoarse! D: but yeah 109 was cooperative they bathed finish quite fast (: we threatened to unlock their doors, but then the 20 cent coins didnt work >< but one psl banged open one door though haha. I bet the sec ones were super scared inside just like i was in sec one!

Concert prep :D gave them a 'prep talk', about respect and not blaming others etc. I'm sure they'll improve (: and then we were off to RI, which I had to leave then to go home D: super sad i missed night surprise and all. sigh.

came back the next day at 1230, couldn't be any earlier cos i went to the docs about my fever D: got an mc covering all of obs, so i might not go, sorry 315 ><

had nothing much to do during concert prep, so we entertained them by singing 'dum dum dee dee' and the 'austrian song' and telling them ghost stories about the school :D but we did a spot check too, cos too many of them weren't following the rules.

concert (: we shouted go 109 at the start and "OH ONENINE YOU'RE SO FINE, YOU'RE SO FINE YOU BLOW OUR MINDS OH ONENINE!" at the end, just me becky nadia suzanne nivi (: we were loud alright :D so creative right. when everyone else just went 'well done (insert class here)' or 'we love you (insert class here)'.

and 109 got first for station games, 4th for flag, and won the MOST DIVINE CLASS, specially thought by the psls and designed by the psls. hehee. gave them our souvenirs, and left school, the end of orientation D:

I'm quite lost in class now seeing all the classes i've been missing. and i think i got a fever from too much stress and homework etc. but still (: it was worth it.

love you 109, cant wait for the next psl session, and write letters to me okay! x) I'm in 315 hinthint x)

Oh did i mention 109 is a hadley class? :D

DIVINE ONEOHNINE OHNINE!

horizon line

2008-12-30T23:46:00.000+08:00

CCAO (:

was tour guide of 9a, wasn't too bad haha kept shouting 9a, come over here x)
Plus the lead one whole class out of the hall to the amphi alone with the placard (mine was the whole grp 9) was so scary, so many parents watching/following/staring hahaha.

I need to sleep D: been lacking sleep these few days what with school and work and psb and mpp and fencing. Feels as if school's started already (: I hope next year will be a nice year :D

2 days left before school opens D: Orientation's going to be fun, but no school is not :( Or maybe it might haha, since it feels as if its a school term already, too busy!

NOT looking forward to obs, D:
ahhhhhh.

my agenda wasn't usually this crazy.

Too busy!

2008-12-28T15:20:00.000+08:00

Been slacking off so much of the holidays, now that school is going to start there are so many things thrown at me its so overwhelming lol.

I have like a thousand things to do now and another thousand things to discuss! Finally school stress is piling back in. Sec 3 = way busy. Especially during the first half of the year, when everything still goes on.

I have this bad feeling that novices is going to be during a VERY BAD TIME ): i'll probably exert myself to death and then go for obs and come back sick etc. sighsigh.

little finger and wrist got a little swollen yesterday due to the violent off target poking by the ntu girl, but they're kind of fine now so i guess i didn't really get much injuries :) but i got a big blue black on my right hand haha.

commonwealth essay esther!!! In the midst of the one thousand things to do you must never forget to do this unless you want to get into trouble on your first day of school.

thank god for you :)

MERRY XMAS LOVES :)

2008-12-25T20:20:00.000+08:00

okay hi everyone again :)

MERRY XMAS! I'm sorry to everyone I couldn't reply your xmas message to, my phone is screwed up ><>

(esp. to um fencers, 211'08, ewber, and all my awesome awesome friends okay :D)

p.s. YOU are in the awesome friends catergory - if you're not fencer 211 or ewber.

Raffles invites was swell, thanks lovelies :) (you know who you are) Plus the sleepover at amanda's house was awesome too, thanks amanda <3>

School's starting, D: and :D. Sec 3 seems so old o: lol. I seem to be running out of things to blog about these days, that or i'm now becoming too lazy again :)

I'm holding back my tears

2008-12-18T22:07:00.000+08:00

Just by looking at the amount of emails and the amount of infomation they have in them I am overwhelmed.

Reporting day is tomorrow! Quite exciting I guess Selene Say: " FORMAL UNIFORM!!!" But also equals waking up very very very early to wear everything properly. Looking forward though, sec ones :D

RAFFLES INVITATIONALS TODAY! o: the indiv. Guess what! I won 4 lost 3 in my poule haha. Pretty awesome I guess, I won some very violent girl 5-0 haha I don't believe it. The other scary one was time-out, 3-3 draw, and then we had to have 'sudden death'. However you spell it haha it seems funnay :D PLUS I chose heads and didn't get the priority. Which means that in one minute if I didn't hit her she would automatically win the bout. BUT GUESS WHO POKED HER! :D Haha so I won that one too. And I think I won one 2-1, funny haha we kept playing around and I was super tired so I didn't bother to attack :D

Rank 16! Out of 41 haha, SAME AS MINIME. Never improve or deprove lolz. Okay wait I deproved I lost the first round of DE haha. More like I didn't want to fence anymore, I was seriously high after I got out :) I remember the last time I won 12-11, this time lost 15-7. :) Not disappointed though, so much more relaxing to be out. PLUS if I had won I would be against the number 1. So I'm glad I didn't :D

MATCH OF THE CENTURY. CELINE CHONG AND THE NUMBER ONE GIRL. It was seriously scary, the number one was left hander and seriously pro (but of course celine's more pro) and like after the first 3 minutes, the score was 2-1 (to celine) LIKE OMG 2 POINTS ONLY. seriously close and very tough fight all of us were so scared for her we were almost going to cry D: After 6 minutes I can't remember the score but I think the other girl was leading. Then at like 3 seconds, the score was 6-5 (to celine) and THE GIRL SCORED. LIKE OMG.

"SUDDEN DEATH" (hahaha) again!! Celine had priority :) And she was doing very well but the girl kept hitting it was so scary but lucky everything was off- target :) AND AT LIKE 5 SECONDS OR SOMETHING CELINE PARRY-ED HER. AND WON. YESSSSS :D

I think if she didn't all of us would seriously cry haha we were jumping all around her. In the end she's going to get bronze, well done :)

(see I'm blogging again)

SATURDAY! team event :D I'm actually quite hyped up for tomorrow and Saturday for some reason. :)

S, please go away, out of my life now.

whatever they say

2008-12-17T14:39:00.000+08:00

So I've decided to blog again, while downloading songs. Harmless :)

Went for blood test today, the freaking nurse took 4 tubes of blood. 3 very big tubes one smaller one. Luckily I'm not afraid of injections if not I can just die on the spot. She took very long she had to keep changing tubes, right now I'm quite sure I have a serious lack of blood.

RJ Invitationals tomorrow, not looking forward to it. I kind of want tomorrow to hurry come and hurry go away, at least Friday will be more interesting and less boring/tiring/exhausting. Plus if my left hand doesn't get enough blood on Friday I'll be kind of paralyzed haha. But it's getting better now. I can move it :D

Got class shirt! It's awesome :) I still love 211 a lot a lot, but i guess I got to start getting used to 315. At least I'm not the only one from 211, and there are a lot of people I know there, although some may/may not be the best people.

AND! To end off :)

#22

2008-12-16T22:27:00.000+08:00

so I guess it's all settled.

315'09, hopefully it'll be as awesome as 211'08 :) from the names, it still seems that 211 is awesomer :D still! we'll be 315'09 and 415'10, so I guess we better start bonding. And I'm register number 22, my birthday + favourite number, cool :) But it's so far at the back though.

been down at school for Pre- Orientation training these few days, wasn't that bad :) plus GM1, got our formal uniforms :) It's cool haha, plus the PSB badge. Looking forward to reporting day, although now some stuffs are quite .....

109'09! My I/C class for next year :) hopefully the people there are nice nice juniors :D haha. And Secccomm has been awesome, the boards are so pretty (go school and see the PSB board and VTC board!!)

Haha so I updated. This week plus next week is going to be hetic, I hope I don't fall sick :/ I don't want to over - exert myself at RJC invitationals! Fencing competition >< Jiayou fencers, we need a medal (urgently). Especially team A/B/C actually everyone. We shall get all the medals kay.

DBSK. They're never going to take over my life haha, I can control myself :D
Baby my heart beats for you~
It's my crazy love for you!

doo bop doo bop

2008-11-28T15:27:00.000+08:00

SHINee WORLD :)

hahah i'm at bernice's house now with amanda and lidan :) hahah = fun.
me and amanda are on this side playing SHINee songs and fangirling over SHINee while the two over there are fangirling over dbsk haha do you see the barrier :D

i think we're sleeping over haha, fun fun fun. now they're playing dbsk songs and no SHINee wins hhaaha :D
i'm damn bored. all my 96 SHINee videos are in my laptop, not bernice's laptop :( and my laptop is home aha duh.

lolz so its confirmed that i have thyroid have to take 4 tablets every morning. !@#$%.
so annoying shitzxzx.

sigh okay i updated people!! :)
we're going to make sushi later mwaaha be jealous. :)

2008-11-21T00:01:00.000+08:00

holiday's been alright so far, i'm sick though D: had to miss trng for some blood test.

KEY! YUNHO! my two favs from SHINee and dbsk. hahha next is jonghyun and jaejoong. i like jonghyun more than yunho though x)

going out again tmr haha i am so tiredddd. but going to be fun!
fencers= fun

kboxing with ewber was the loveeeee :D except rain wasnt there D: and they didnt have nice dbsk/SHINee songs!!!

SHINeey

2008-11-20T23:54:00.000+08:00

2008-11-16T15:59:00.000+08:00

COULDN'T RESIST. SORRY.

key to my heart

2008-11-15T21:10:00.000+08:00

went to school friday and today, don't really want to blog about friday though. haha.

met bernice today at plaza sing, bought presents and ate and went sembawang etc :) went back to school for clueless! was good :) hahah the PRC scholars were so quiet so us few RGS girls all laughed really loudly to support the LD people :D

was really bored after that, but had to go home :( anyway i'm fully booked from tomorrow to friday haha, i'm such a busy person.

sunday: jinghan's house!

monday: Kbox with ewber :)

tuesday: fencing!

wednesday: swimming party with fencers :D :D

thursday: fencing!

friday: comeback britney

and amanda recently got me hooked onto this K band SHINee! i think it will wear off soon, but for now:

I like Key Jonghyun Onew Taemin a lot, but minho is good too :)

especially key!! his eyes are killa. (he is NOT gay)

key!!! <3

I'm not really all that fangirly, so chill :)

one word says all

2008-11-15T20:51:00.000+08:00

been trying to blog for the past 3 days but i always get distracted and end up not coming back here again.

holiday been rather happening, tiring though haha. shall spilt my posts into different entries so it doesnt look too wordy.

thursday! class outing, x) was very very fun, sucks to all you who didn't come :) there was only like 12 people there, since when did 211 become 12 :(

met rain at ntuc, bought a lot a lot of food hahah. found our way to ecp, and straight to the bbq pit too haha, thanks to the wise old PIG (rain). everyone came, then we all started running into the sand/sea etc. played freeze and melt, yay catchers :D

played "i have never" and went cycling! haven't cycled in a long time, was really good :) rented a double bike with shirlyn, guess who was the one in front :D we kept cycling and cycling haha, damn fun :D and the bike was our transport to toilets macs etc haha. the other people were bbqing, sorry i didn't help a lot but i'm hopeless so. :)

at night! like 7 something. we were playing cards when jinni and cheng wanted to take a romantic stroll down the beach :D and they were gone for a really long while, PLUS they were wearing dark shirts, so it was hard spotting them. we kinda got worried and started standing on tables and shouting their names, but we found them, so we joined them :) and we were really scared for crabs, because it was so dark and we saw crabs in the day :/ it was a cute crab though. used our handphones and tried to spot any crabs, but we made it to the stretch of sand near the sea :D

sat there, so romantic haha. listened to the waves, when i grow up i'm definitely going to the beach at night with my boyfriend haha. talked and played music, :)

i want a class chalet!!
i'm too lazy to upload pictures, whoops haha.

one in a million

2008-11-12T16:44:00.000+08:00

changed the layout, but how come i don't feel like blogging?

holidays haven't been very exciting so far, many plans keep canceling. had to go to school to submit subject combi letter on monday, yay for bernice who actually woke up early to have breakfast with me. after running about in school for a very long while trying to actually find someone to submit the letter to, we went to andrea's house to slack :)

esther bernice lidan andrea we played cards all day long, haha. was fun, considering that i didn't have any other plans that day. spon haha. reached home before 9.30pm, so cool i got home from newton in less than an hour. wow :)

tuesday was training, james gave a really inspiring speech, but how come i wasn't all that inspired haha. but i'm never going to pon james' training from now on hahah, that's good. learnt a lot on tuesday, tomorrow he's going to tell yilong to let us free fence. yay. but tuesday training made my right thigh ache alot, so much for lunges. but i seriously feel so much more stable now, yay. me and elaine were the clowns, (as james calls it) we kept doing funny stuffs like moving forward at the same time. but in the end james said that we were "not too bad" hahaha no i don't believe it.

class outing tomorrow, i'm not all that excited to skip training (wow for once) so maybe i'll leave halfway for training with elaine. hope tomorrow will be fun, i still think a chalet is a much better idea D:

J's in India (?!) and Y's in Korea, this is so sad i have no one to entertain me :(
i desperately need to get out of the house.

a few years back would be okay

2008-11-08T22:25:00.001+08:00

my blog is becoming too wordy. but i dont care :)

ngee ann poly invites! fencing on saturday, wowwww. met cheng on the mrt, told her i felt like sleeping D: BUT! it was fun, afterall :D

met the girls (haha) at macs first, some rgps gathering going on lol so many of them. then we walked all the way back to ngee ann!! long stretch, had to cross an overhead bridge too, and we were lugging our fencing bags.

was a little horrified at first when we got there, but the ngee ann people were all very very nice (: started with poules, the people in my poule were nice but there was like one girl and 3 guys??? fencing guys are the @#$!%@!. you get the idea. they can reach so far out they dont even need to lunge!!

okay classics. so this guy from my poule came up to me and said "hi, i'm charles" *extends hand slightly like he's unsure if i will shake it*
so i went "hi, esther." *smiled at him, shook his hand*
and so jean and elaine (they were in my poule!) introduced themselves too, and so he walked away.
elaine:" what did he say his name was?"
esther:" charles"
elaine:"oh i heard 'hi i'm sharks'
and from then on he became elaine's friend sharks. :)

walked damn far again to bukit timah plaza, pizzahut after the whole thing! date for today: amanda kuannnn :) we shared like 5 courses omg pigs. but im still hungry now!! i want a smartie. (get the pun, amanda) and i was so unlucky i was sitting next to alisa toh who kept seducing me o: (hey darling i know im so attractive but please try to refrain okay?) HAHAHA.

summary: today was fun afterall :)
guess who only has 4 days available this november, if you want to go out with me must tell fast kay (: omg ego. whoops.

secret mission to start posting some pictures. (not of me of course :D)

2008-11-04T22:30:00.000+08:00

last day of school D:

damn sad, won't be 211 anymore ): I hereby declare that 211 has been an awesome class with all our SMART-NESS and corni-ness. and the fun and the cool :D we are so going to have a chalet I'll really miss my darling 211-ers :(

anyway! missed class party for FSO ): foreign scholars orientation! got deployed by psb. was actuall quite fun, facils for LION KING! <3 facilitating is such a fun job, you go randomly cheering and trying to hype your group up. but missing class party is still sad. did a games tour, raffles cheers! haha. foreign scholars going to be our batchmates next year! i hope my class gets nice ones like that vietnamese in my group (:

back to class for progress reports, OMG I GOT PROMOTED TO SEC 3 HAHAHHA. AND MY GPA IS LIKE WOW HIGH. okay i'm kidding, but i'm satisfied with my gpa (: because its cool. 4.0 for geography! yay. which makes me reconsider my subject combi. sigh why do i want to take triple science and geog AND history! help.

after school! gelare with the class :D and then Z with fencersss :D GOT OUR FENCING SHIRTS (: DA COOL.

TRAINING WAS FUNNAY. played cards before training started, james came today. and he remembers my name! o: and he forgot amanda's. so we told him that her name was elizabeth. and he kept calling her elizabeth omg and whenever he said it the rest of us would burst out laughing :) until he finally made me tell him lol. ELIZABETH AND THE ROTI JOHNS(coach james)

i hate politics.

211 ♥

2008-11-04T21:55:00.000+08:00

I LOVE YOU 211 I'LL REALLY MISS YOU ALL NEXT YEAR HOPE MOST OF US GO TO THE SAME CLASS, WO AI NI MEN :) ♥♥♥♥

stand tall, stand proud

2008-11-01T21:03:00.000+08:00

FRIDAY AND SATURDAY WAS THE LOVE :D

Friday
farewell assembly in the morning! bai secondary 4s, will miss you guys :(
(and i got chills down my spine when they played we're all in this together for some reason)
after that! pizza hut with wenyuan bernice elaine, was darn hilarious because we ordered like 16 drumlets and everyone was laughing at us ._. pigsss hahha. but it was damn fun, love you guys<3

went on to meet celine later, when bernice and wenyuan were gone. went to buy batch flip flops!! (: yay brown with pink polka dots :D rgfencing batch oh ten the COOLZ. and hawtz.

back in school, went to NUS law faculty for MPP lecture. Very interested in applying, I think its going to be rather interesting. like what, gay marriages and sexual harassement. lolz. and everyone from the other schools looked like another selene say. haha.

back to elaine's house, didn't do anything much while waiting for her to shower. then we went to bugis to meet wenyuan for dinner after her tuition. damn funnay :D because we three are the cool yo. took neos, stayed at bugis till like 940pm. made our way back to bernice's house, sleepoverrrr :D
damn fun(: played bridge and smsed people till like 1 something, then started talking to waye and sleeping at 3.30am. die. no wonder i'm so dead today.

still~ I love sleepovers (: damn fun.

Saturday
PSLTC PART TWO

i thought it was very fulfilling and fun, learnt a lot of new things, and bonded a lot more with psb (:
reached late >< then spilt into groups, wo ai HESTIA. goddess of the hearth! :D we were quite quiet at first, but i think we warmed up with each other at the end of the camp (:
Averill Yin Wen Esther Jen Grace Janne Kimberley Stephanie Siow Eunice Chong Leena Pris Chew ftwww (:

chose comms, games part was very fun because i think the SPSLs really put a lot of effort into it (: i feel too sleepy to go into details, but overall it rocked (you get the idea)

initiationnn :D candles hahah. hugged each other and sang board songs.
I'm so glad i went for it (:

STAND TALL, STAND PROUD
VOICES THAT CARE ARE CRYING OUT LOUD.
AND WHEN YOU CLOSE YOUR EYES TONIGHT,
FEEL IN YOUR HEART HOW OUR LOVE BURNS BRIGHT.

(psb'09<3)

bernyau

2008-10-28T22:36:00.001+08:00

I LOVE BERNYAU END OF POST (:

fencinggg!

2008-10-28T20:13:00.000+08:00

school was weird and funny today hahah :D

some hip hop dance thing in the morning which i was too lazy to do, so we un-enthu people were slacking at the back. so fun.
planet conservation EVERYONE SAVE OUR EARTH FROM GLOBAL WARMING K.
slackkkkk (: school climate survey was a waaste of time we hid in class and played uno/mafia/some weird nice fun game haha.

after school! lunch with celine cailyn alisa, then off to Z :D met elaine there, and we played funny stuff while waiting like MONKEY. ahhaha see alisa being so violenttt o:

no coach for todayy! james is somewhere in korea haha. but it was damn funnnnnn (: we were guai people and did warm-ups and 2 mins of footdrills! LOL. damn funny and interesting ahemm.

FREE- FENCING :D we did team, team CEE FTW!! celine esther elaine, although we lost 40-45 we were damn pro okay (: especially celine who scored like 25 points for us ahahah. but our opponents were stef alisa sarah celeste who were all pro people so i scored points i happy already :D

celine the anchorr damn pro eh :D scaryyy! i lost 2/3-5 to sarah, 2/3-5 to stef, 4-5 to alisaaa D: alisa was anchor! and i was the second in the team HAHAHA. it was damn funnnn and i think my attacking phobia is ALMOST gone. need more practice :/

anyway, RI invites teams! (HAHAHHA RI)

TEAM B AMANDA CELINE ESTHER (ACE) FTWW!!!!!

we going to win stuff kay since celine is damn pro and me and amanda will chionggg (:
wo ai rgfencing! <3

oh oh did i mention that i want to pon schoooool ):

2008-10-28T01:48:00.001+08:00

ITS FREAKING 2AM BUT IM STILL AWAKE

WHEN I HAVE TO WAKE UP AT 5.30AM

LATER TO GO TO SCHOOL.

BUT I AM NOT COMPLAINING.

GREAT JOB TEAM :)

HSSRP KILLER PROPOSAL!
AND PERFECT TIMING FOR TING FANG'S PHONE BATT TO DIE HAHAHHA :D

i hope you think my favourite song

2008-10-27T21:44:00.001+08:00

my rs group members suck at doing work ._.
so all the work is pushed to me huh! whatever, i don't know why i'm even so nice to do it.

at least there are nice people helping me! like bernyau <3 thanks alot, i love you. and then people who come to cheer me up!

johnny says (9:17 PM):
jiayou esther! rmb got johnny zai support ni leh (: JOHNNY LEH jyjy
johnny says (9:18 PM):
yea
johnny says (9:18 PM):
jiayou (:
johnny says (9:20 PM):
haiyo after exam still work so hard ><
johnny says (9:20 PM):
take care dont sleep so late yea
♥e says (9:22 PM):
i also want to sleep earlier ><
♥e says (9:22 PM):
sigh
♥e says (9:23 PM):
this is so annoying i want to pon sch tmr haha but cant
johnny says (9:23 PM):
i can help u do ma i said so
♥e says (9:23 PM):
but you dont knowwww whats it about!
johnny says (9:23 PM):
tmr i got no school (:
♥e says (9:23 PM):
!@#$%^&*(
johnny says (9:23 PM):
):
johnny says (9:23 PM):
actually
johnny says (9:24 PM):
just say the f word
johnny says (9:24 PM):
u feel better yea! xD
♥e says (9:24 PM):
FUCK
♥e says (9:24 PM):
LOL
johnny says (9:24 PM):
LOL
♥e says (9:24 PM):
omg that made me laugh
johnny says (9:24 PM):
feels good huh :D

hahah even though that's not the best method but it worked in my case (:

johnny says (9:27 PM):
errr
johnny says (9:28 PM):
let me say sth
johnny says (9:28 PM):
before u continue doing kay?
♥e says (9:28 PM):
?
johnny says (9:28 PM):
1) when u do till pissed den just come back here and say fuck
♥e says (9:28 PM):
LOL
johnny says (9:28 PM):
2) if u nid a break feel free to come back here play minesweeper or sth with me anyway im bored (:
johnny says (9:29 PM):
3) good luck take care jiayou rest early u may go now :D

HAHA nice people nice people(:
and then i have hssrp proposal to do after this, but at least im willing to do that one. x)
ahhhh this is so annoying i need to calm down! ):
why can't i tell the teacher that i'm the one doing everythinggg!!!
(say thank you.)

high on 12am

2008-10-27T00:09:00.001+08:00

OKAY THIS IS DARN FUNNAYE wo ai ni men bernice and rain and elaine <3
funny bits from our convo which i promised to blog :D me is e and bernice is earthquaking thing and rain is Rain and elaine is the v one! HAHAH.

earthquaking and breakdancing dont go says (11:10 PM):
more like you banged your head on the way to the police station

♥e says (11:11 PM):
okay wait
♥e says (11:11 PM):
PROPOSAL
♥e says (11:11 PM):
we're all getting married
♥e says (11:11 PM):
tmr
``versatality]] Dancing is about being exactly who you want to be in that moment. says (11:11 PM):
who say? esther you or me propose first?
♥e says (11:12 PM):
you cos imma gentleman :D
♥e says (11:12 PM):
who want be my wifey
Rain says (11:12 PM):
so funny!!

♥e says (11:13 PM):
we can SLEEP TOGETHER like you wanted rain !cheeko
Rain says (11:13 PM):
LOL HI ESTHER BB (baby)

rain loves the !cheeko emoticon btw ^^2 HAHAHA.

Rain says (11:14 PM):
what shall we do today !cheeko
Rain says (11:14 PM):
LOL I LIKE THIS
♥e says (11:14 PM):
come over first !cheeko
Rain says (11:14 PM):
** LOL I LIKE THIS !cheeko
Rain says (11:14 PM):
okay be there soon, just need to grab something !cheeko

Rain says (11:15 PM):
lol cant lah right bernice, remember our plan !cheeko
Rain says (11:15 PM):
yah can sleep tgt !cheeko

(because we wanted a sleepover this friday)

♥e says (11:17 PM):
HEY RAIN
♥e says (11:17 PM):
dont hit on my bernice !cheeko
Rain says (11:17 PM):
yah lah esther stop being gay lah got serious business !cheeko

(bernice is mine hmph rain sooooo)

♥e says (11:17 PM):
we can masking tape rain and elaine and anyone else
♥e says (11:17 PM):
so left me and bernice to speak
♥e says (11:17 PM):
so we can be damn quiet
♥e says (11:17 PM):
HAHAHA
Rain says (11:18 PM):
?!?! i so quiet sia
Rain says (11:18 PM):
is esther damn noisy
earthquaking and breakdancing dont go says (11:18 PM):
RAIN QUIET?!
Rain says (11:18 PM):
i only make facial expressions !cheeko

earthquaking and breakdancing dont go says (11:18 PM):
the sky fell down on my head already! EVERYONE FELT IT TOO RIGHT?!
♥e says (11:18 PM):
heavy sia
``versatality]] Dancing is about being exactly who you want to be in that moment. says (11:18 PM):
OMG.
earthquaking and breakdancing dont go says (11:18 PM):
omg damn pain seh
``versatality]] Dancing is about being exactly who you want to be in that moment. says (11:18 PM):
I DIDNT FEEL.
``versatality]] Dancing is about being exactly who you want to be in that moment. says (11:18 PM):
WHY?!
♥e says (11:18 PM):
ELAINE
earthquaking and breakdancing dont go says (11:18 PM):
EH! ELAINE YOU SUCK LARH -.-
Rain says (11:18 PM):
?? what sky?
♥e says (11:18 PM):
WHY DID YOU PUT YOUR HEAD INTO A BOX
♥e says (11:19 PM):
no wonder never feel lah
Rain says (11:19 PM):
eh bernice that thing not sky, is your lousy ceiling
Rain says (11:19 PM):
what did you do to it !cheeko

♥e says (11:23 PM):
♥e says (11:22 PM):
hi bernice !cheeko
♥e says (11:22 PM):
we have our private convo here !cheeko
♥e says (11:23 PM):
see i seducing bernice
Rain says (11:23 PM):
???
Rain says (11:23 PM):
LOL
``versatality]] Dancing is about being exactly who you want to be in that moment. says (11:23 PM):
LOL.
Rain says (11:23 PM):
WTF
Rain says (11:23 PM):
OKAY
``versatality]] Dancing is about being exactly who you want to be in that moment. says (11:23 PM):
OMG.
Rain says (11:24 PM):
ESTHER IS DAMN RETARDED TODAY
``versatality]] Dancing is about being exactly who you want to be in that moment. says (11:24 PM):
mmhmmm.
♥e says (11:24 PM):
IM NOT
♥e says (11:24 PM):
im so coolzx
``versatality]] Dancing is about being exactly who you want to be in that moment. says (11:24 PM):
VERYVERY.
♥e says (11:24 PM):
want me seduce you say la, rain !cheeko
Rain says (11:24 PM):
omg in the afternoon right she told me this damn ridiculous thing about herself being inspiring~ right.

♥e says (11:25 PM):
♥e says (11:25 PM):
i can snuggle up with you on the bed bernice
earthquaking and breakdancing dont go says (11:25 PM):
WHAT IS WRONG WITH HER
♥e says (11:25 PM):
HAHAHHA
Rain says (11:25 PM):
LOL
``versatality]] Dancing is about being exactly who you want to be in that moment. says (11:25 PM):
OMG!@#$%^&*

(HAHAHHAHA)

Rain says (11:27 PM):
ESTHER YOU SUCK BALLZZ !cheeko
Rain says (11:27 PM):
nononon this funnier
Rain says (11:27 PM):
ELAINE YOU SUCK !cheeko's BALLZZ
earthquaking and breakdancing dont go says (11:27 PM):
RAINRAINRAIN STOP IT
``versatality]] Dancing is about being exactly who you want to be in that moment. says (11:27 PM):
LOL.
♥e says (11:27 PM):
MAN GO BALLS !cheeko
Rain says (11:27 PM):
hahahaha WHAT THEY ARE DOING IT TOOOO
♥e says (11:27 PM):
like, mango balls from hokkaido
``versatality]] Dancing is about being exactly who you want to be in that moment. says (11:27 PM):
esther no balls !cheeko
♥e says (11:27 PM):
LOL
♥e says (11:27 PM):
LOL
Rain says (11:27 PM):
LOL
♥e says (11:27 PM):
LOL
Rain says (11:27 PM):
LOL
♥e says (11:27 PM):
LOL
Rain says (11:27 PM):
LOL
♥e says (11:27 PM):
LOL
Rain says (11:27 PM):
LOl
♥e says (11:27 PM):
LOL
earthquaking and breakdancing dont go says (11:27 PM):
OMG HOW YOU KNOW ELAINE!
Rain says (11:27 PM):
LOL
Rain says (11:28 PM):
LOL
♥e says (11:28 PM):
THAGT ONE FUNNAYE
♥e says (11:28 PM):
LOL
Rain says (11:28 PM):
YAH
Rain says (11:28 PM):
LOL
``versatality]] Dancing is about being exactly who you want to be in that moment. says (11:28 PM):
she only got NUTS !cheeko
♥e says (11:28 PM):
YOU THREE DAMN FUNNAYE LAH
♥e says (11:28 PM):
LOL
earthquaking and breakdancing dont go says (11:28 PM):
OHSHIT
♥e says (11:28 PM):
OH YAH
earthquaking and breakdancing dont go says (11:28 PM):
NUTS!?

Rain says (11:31 PM):
LOL WIN
Rain says (11:31 PM):
OKAY ESTHER&RAIN 10 - 1 ELAINE&BERNICE
earthquaking and breakdancing dont go says (11:31 PM):
EH!
``versatality]] Dancing is about being exactly who you want to be in that moment. says (11:31 PM):
HUH?!
earthquaking and breakdancing dont go says (11:31 PM):
WHY AM I STUCK WITH ELAINE!?
``versatality]] Dancing is about being exactly who you want to be in that moment. says (11:31 PM):
what game we playing!

earthquaking and breakdancing dont go says (11:38 PM):
you guys totally suck
Rain says (11:38 PM):
suck ballz
``versatality]] Dancing is about being exactly who you want to be in that moment. says (11:38 PM):
i was busy seducing bern
``versatality]] Dancing is about being exactly who you want to be in that moment. says (11:39 PM):
OMG.
♥e says (11:39 PM):
LOL
Rain says (11:39 PM):
LOL
Rain says (11:39 PM):
HOW COME EVERYONE SEDUCING BERNICE ))):
earthquaking and breakdancing dont go says (11:39 PM):
cause im hot!?
Rain says (11:39 PM):
i feel so seducer-less
♥e says (11:39 PM):
I WANT TO BE SEDUCED HUH, RAIN !cheeko

okay there are so much more but bernice is forcing me to do rs now :D haha 3am partner. <3
sleep together huh bernice LOL. okay we're not sick or anything, its just funny. at 12am. haha!

when you took the best, you left it for the worst

2008-10-24T20:10:00.000+08:00

acp was yesterday! (:

prepared early in the morning, headed down to the dance studio and used the area :D mirrors! wasn't very synchro, but at least we remembered our steps, considering that we finished it only the day before :D

went back up to class to prac, but then hameilan came looking for me saying that we failed rs. OF EVERYTHING TO GET RETAINED. wow. so i was damn pissed and went looking for wenyuan and steph and cheryl, then had to see all the teachers. which was damn annoying because it took so long.

back to class, was quite emo, but everyone came to cheer me up :) i love my 211-ers. tried to forget about everything and focus on acp.

which worked (: more than 15 dances in like, an hour! damn tiring ): (but not as tiring as cheer pracs haha) and whenever any of our teachers came in to watch we were so embarasseddddd! plus i was in the front row with joie, which meant that the teachers could see us very clearly oh no diex. :/ we had alot alot of weird moves! plus funny ones. was damn fun though! like everytime a new batch of people came in we did the dance again.

plus i was going around telling people i felt like a present/housebunny/chicken. cos they put ribbons in our hair! like present. and mine looked like rabbit ears so like housebunny. chicken was random i guess. i love acp! :D

today, nothing much. 211 was banned from watching the screening of MOV cos our whole class didnt sign the form thing because we didnt have it :x we did drama night though! ours going to rock :D

I love fencers!

plastic surgery

2008-10-21T19:37:00.000+08:00

fun day! :D

RS presentation first thing in the morning, wasn't THAT bad i guess. I remembered what I wanted to say, thank god. back to class, did our acp dance when acp is like 2 days away haha. we are so going to finish this and make it good. although it can't be very good i think :P

then ms ong came in to ask who was free to go shopping with her tmr! for drama night (: and me rain and jinghan all decided to go together. then ms ong said that she would treat the people going on thursday to donuts.

JH: "we want to go, the three of us."
S ong: "because of donuts?"
S ong: "donutslut (talking to jinghan, joking)"

HAHA HI DONUTSLUT IM ONE TOO. x) and rain!

and then ms ong commented on JH and joanne's hairstyle and how the two of them had similar personalities HAHA. was damn funny :) but that means i cant go for cheer auds tmr!! ): booooo.

had some class politics cos of a certain annoying person >( but we made many many many pretty robots! :D

after school! met all the fencers at the foyer, headed down to sakae (: me and amanda decided to pon trng on the way though :/ cos we were sleepy + sick(me) and everything haha. lazy, in general. we couldn't even be bothered to run for the bus.
sakae! reached too early, wasn't time for the buffet yet. so me elaine cailyn decided to stay till the time when the buffet started, so that it would be much cheaper :) the rest had to go for trng, so couldn't stay sigh. (i feel so guilty for not going lolz)

CAILYN CHIAH AND ELAINE ONG ARE VERY VERY VERY VERY BAD people to eat with. they keep making me laugh by being funnnny! then everyone was staring at us haha :D
like once the buffet started elaine went to the comp and started clicking and ordering all the available stuff :)

we had a "commoners/villagers" theory for those waiters who weren't dressed in black! we figured that they would be much more patient, so we asked one of them to change our mochis, and then we realised that the one we told him to change might be whatever we wanted so we made him change the other one instead. in the end the other one was yam mochi, what we wantedd!! haha and everytime he came back we burst into laughter :D

so there was this bunch of "commoners" sitting on the table beside ours, and because we kept laughing they kept staring at us.

elaine: "that guy staring at you eh."
esther: *turns* "he looks like a foreigner to me."
elaine: "lol i'm talking about the guy in white!"
esther: "ohhh! he looks foreigner to me too."
cailyn: " oh esther i know why you don't like __________!"
esther: "why?"
cailyn: " cos he not foreigner!"

YAY i love foreigners x) and then we had a fun time putting the froggy mouse on the place where the sushi were and then burst out laughing. and looking at each other through our cups HAHA! and trying to spot my fav foreigner in the kitchen, or trying to throw stuff at the person in the kitchen and making he/her poke his/her head out and then getting stuck :D

i love the foreigners in sri lanka thanks :D and then elaine's from angelic saints girls school (primary) while i'm from sands black primary school. so cool right, cailyn go google it :D sure have one!

i love rgfencers! + cailyn of course <3 today was so funnnn we should do it more often :D

i really don't know why i care so much,
but i really hate it when you're so unpredictable.

all the small things

2008-10-17T20:44:00.001+08:00

OH GOD. OF ALL THINGS TO FAIL OBS MEDICAL CHECKUP ._.
(my heart was beating too fast due to my fever!!!! 128 beats per min. fast right, and the doctor wasn't even hot ._.)

now i have to go back on the 14th for review !@#$%. not like i really want to go obs anyway. :P

today! school was fun (: but i got a headache (which meant fever ): )
netball carn! we went down to play, i'm GA x) like last year! which means, i have to practice shoooooooting. shooting sucks now that we had basketball and there's like the board behind. oh well, back to aimingggg. 211 gonna rock! (we have all the cool and good players HAHA)

back to class for acp! acp dance sigh so sian of it already. 2 DAYS 1 STANZA, WE ROCK I KNOW :P it's next thursdayyyy! and we not even halfway through. so fun. plus i lost my voice shouting at everyone, but that was cos i was already sick. boo.

pepper lunch for lunch! with rain elaine jinghan rachel yirong yifeng jinni and cheng jing. we didn't have enough time, so we had to walk really fast, PLUS muscle ache from fencing trng ytd, ): and then on the way back to school, since most of us were wearing the STAND UP TAKE ACTION against poverty shirt, we all stood facing different directions so people could read our shirts! so coooooool right :D then on the bus, this guy was REALLY reading my shirt lol. plus we made fools of ourselves on 190 LOLZ. it was damn fun, but we had to run for checkup ._.

STAND UP TAKE ACTION AGAINST POVERTY! you know that 950 million people will go hungry today. that's what on my shirt. visit onesingapore.org for more details, and take a picture for the countdown clock! i took one today x)

off to joie's house to get killed. nownow, where's my chopper? :D

god bless the people

2008-10-15T19:54:00.000+08:00

HELLO WORLD.

ESTHER HAS FAILED HER FIRST PAPER IN HER ENTIRE EXAM LIFE.

let's all sit by the fireplace and guess what subject she failed.
I hear you guessing math, wrong answer.

it's science.

SCIENCE?!

I can't believe it. I was damn stunned when i got my science paper, cos i saw a 24, and the overall mark was upon 50.

I FAILED BY A FREAKING ONE MARK, THANKS.

science, of every other subject to fail! i thought i would fail math, but i got a 3.6 x)
and then 4.0 for geog and history! 4.0 for english compo, the rest sucked shan't say haha :) but i did so much better for lit! yay i'm quite happy for this exam, other than the fact that I FAILED SCIENCE THANK YOU VERY MUCH.

grah. such an experience to fail~ butbut! my gpa can be pulled up now (: yayayay.

oh did i say that dining ytd was fun? the dining guy picked on me because he said i looked harmless!!! o: (i bite)

ANYWAY, i forgot everything i wanted to post about im going to watch gg now haha (:
baibai exams and results and wdv not. (:

everyday

2008-10-13T22:21:00.001+08:00

today was DAMN fun (:

out with elaine and jinghan! sakae :D haha pig pig. jinghan is so nice love you <3
she went all the way to borrow money! (: haha then we spent about 2 hours in borders, boooooooks make me so jealous cos i don't have them. not that i read a whole lot though, :D i was so lost when elaine and jinghan were discussing luh!

and borders was dominated with rg peeps haha (: met shao joanne claw yifeng jinni cheng! haha and then shao was being muh stalker and following me HAHA. borders has really cool stuff! x) yay.

sakae! omg buffet dinner diex. but it was damn fun elaine and jinghan are the worst people to eat with, like rain and wenyuan. they are damn freaking hilarious! like awesomely funny. was hard to eat with people like them around <3

going to kope from elaine's blog when she posts. x)

haha omg you know something, JOHNNY, come on be honoured.
i never speak to you for one day miss you alr eh! x) why are you in msiaaaaa HAHAH. i'm going to make you see this haha hello.

dining? weird.

rgfencing fty

2008-10-12T16:06:00.001+08:00

EXAMS ARE OVERRRR (actually long ago) :D

haha i've been too lazy to blog. my show is loading ><
10th october! went out with fencers batch oh 10 after exams! was DAMN fun <3 i love yall!
went marina to bowl (haha again) :D FENCERS CAN BOWL DAMN WELL THANK YOU. point control! x)

funny stuff that happened during bowling:
Amanda walks up to bowl, swings and her ball drops behind her and rolls backwards.
Esther walks up to bowl, suddenly runs back and exclaims that the ball was too heavy for her.
Alisa walks up to bowl, while walking she suddenly drops the ball. TWICE.
Cailyn walks up with a heavy ball like Esther, gets ready to bowl and suddenly puts the ball on the ground, too heavy.
Esther and cailyn walking up and ROLLING the ball! <3 fellow failure :D

then watched housebunny! :D perfect no-brainer for after exams. it was damn funny, and not THAT bimbotic. hahah chick flicks. throwing popcorn around ftw!

shopped around, pigged out and omg changing appetites is quite cool. i totally went broke over there >< but never mind it was worth it! x) funfunfun.

esplanade to take pictures! x) fun fun fun fun. i love fencers!!! (:
cant wait for training on thursday.
haha okay my show has loaded shall post pics next time, or later!

afterexamsftw!

how great is our God

2008-10-09T20:51:00.000+08:00

omg THANK YOU GOD FOR LETTING THIS MATH PAPER BE RELATIVELY EASY

yes i think i can pass math. GREAT.
i'm slacking for science, cant wait to go out tomorrow (:
talk more about tmr tmr! x)

haven't you realised we've been drifting way tooo far? if you have, come back.

dawn rises, night falls

2008-10-08T11:33:00.000+08:00

after tomorrow, it's not the end of the world (:

1. ~~Chinese paper 1~~ okayy.
2. ~~English paper 1~~ i'm scared i went out of point.
3. ~~Geography~~ essay was okay, but pop pyramid sucked ):
4. ~~Philosophy~~ easyyyy! i forgot some stuff though.
5. ~~English paper 2~~ I kept counting the wrong number of words for summary ><
6. ~~Literature~~ Easier than expected! :D
7. ~~History~~ EASYYY (:
8. Math
9. Chinese paper 2
10. Science

timeline for today:
1140- 12oo slack on the comp
1200-0130 sleep
0130-0830 MATH ):
0830-10 online + ask questions.

sigh i really don't want to fail math. sharks.
i can't wait for after schooool tmr!! my friday and saturday are taken up already, x)
and rain, eat what prata at 11pm?! BUT I DONT MIND HAHAHAHA.
then sakae buffet saturday, i feel like a pig x)

baibai exams soooooooooon~
me and selene had sucidal thoughts on the way home.
esther: two depressed kids walking on the street. a car comes, they get a brilliant idea.
selene: they look at high rise buildings and get an idea
esther: wow, the benefits of HDB on depressed kids who stop on the street in the middle of nowhere.

i'm kidding.
by the way, do you mind coming back?

as we wait for daybreak

2008-10-07T17:37:00.000+08:00

okay because i'm feeling quite happy i shall post :D

lit was unexpectedly better than i expected. HAHAH. Luckily i studied the right thing justice vs mercy justive vs mercy justive vs mercyyyyy. I suppose English was okay, but I kept counting the wrong number of words in my summary ><

4 more papers left! :D

The only thing i'm really scared of is math now ): I dont wanna fail~
History tomorrow, I'm goign to finish nation-building by 630 and memorising by 8. x)

I feel such a slacker this exam, hopefully I don't get bad grades. My miserable GPA needs to be pulled uppppp. thanks everyone who have been wishing me good luck everyday, appreciate it (:

10octoberhereicomecomecomecomecomecomecomecome.

psychics

2008-10-06T23:21:00.000+08:00

OMGOMGOMG THIS IS FREAKAYE ME AND JOHNNY ARE PSYCHIC!

♥e-(ace)-ther says:
@#$%^ why am i slacking,
Johnny says:
hey girl hows ur studying? i came to check if u are slacking haha. and tadah caught ya red-handed! still slacking! hai zai slack! lol wasted like 10s of ur time reading ur time reading this msn haha. jiayou <3
Johnny says:
LOL
♥e-(ace)-ther says:
LOL when did you type that.
Johnny says:
uhh
Johnny says:
i was typing..
Johnny says:
den u uhh..
Johnny says:
-.-
♥e-(ace)-ther says:
lol psychic x)
Johnny says:
Yes
♥e-(ace)-ther says:
OMG
Johnny says:
i mean i was gona click enter liao
♥e-(ace)-ther says:
I SAID I WAS SLACKING
Johnny says:
den suddenly u talk to me ._.
Johnny says:
U are like
♥e-(ace)-ther says:
and you said you caught me red handed
♥e-(ace)-ther says:
OMG
Johnny says:
physic
Johnny says:
HAHA
Johnny says:
OMG MAN
♥e-(ace)-ther says:
OMGOMGOMGOMG.
Johnny says:
LOL
♥e-(ace)-ther says:
haha this is so cooool!
Johnny says:
YAH!
♥e-(ace)-ther says:
LOL WE CAN READ EACH OTHER MINDS
♥e-(ace)-ther says:
omg.
♥e-(ace)-ther says:
freakaye!
Johnny says:
LOL
Johnny says:
ZOMG ZOMG ):
♥e-(ace)-ther says:
i have to blog this omg.
Johnny says:
this is
Johnny says:
creeppy
Johnny says:
LOL
Johnny says:
blog den
Johnny says:
(:
Johnny says:
tell the whole world
Johnny says:
i can read ur mind
Johnny says:
makes up great lovers yea?
Johnny says:
♥e-(ace)-ther says:
LOL
Johnny says:
omg i still feel this is quite creepy ._.
♥e-(ace)-ther says:
haha no la
♥e-(ace)-ther says:
its just
♥e-(ace)-ther says:
we were thinking of each other at the same time
♥e-(ace)-ther says:
LOL
♥e-(ace)-ther says:
i didn't say that x)
Johnny says:
haha
Johnny says:
Lol
Johnny says:
u love me den still dont dare admit ar
Johnny says:
XP
♥e-(ace)-ther says:
haha shall i blog that tooo
Johnny says:
no1 teach u before?
Johnny says:
i mean
Johnny says:
u should really admit
Johnny says:
to wad deep in ur heart says
Johnny says:
im serious
Johnny says:
stop deluding uself
Johnny says:
urself
♥e-(ace)-ther says:
LOL
♥e-(ace)-ther says:
I HAVE TO BLOG THAT
♥e-(ace)-ther says:
Johnny says:
-.-
Johnny says:
-__-

haha we are psychics we thought of talking to each other at the exact same time. i knew you couldn't type that fast johnny :D

I <3 JOHNNY! :D

little red riding hood

2008-10-06T17:11:00.000+08:00

"hey grandma, what big eyes you have!"
"all the better to see you with cupcake!"
"hey grandma, what big nose you have!"
"all the better to smell you with cupcake!"
"hey grandma, what big teeth you have!"
"all the better to eat you with, cupcake!"

(devours cupcake)

If red riding hood was called cupcake. epiphany on the way home.

------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
I think i screwed geog today ): last geog exam, sucked sigh. and what am i doing now? slacking. i feel such a slackerrrrr. booooo. (ahh)

movmovmovmovmovmovmovmov please move away thanks.

"I haven't talked to you in exactly 3 minutes,
and I'm missing you since the last 3 minutes."
(hahhah so sweet.)

exit

2008-10-05T11:35:00.000+08:00

I shall stop geog a while to do this quiz~

1. Are you slowly drifting away from someone close?
Stuff happens.

2. When was the last time you felt unbearably guilty?
I don't know. Maybe it was getting someone into trouble.

3. How is life going for you right now?
I suppose I'm stressed and all because of the stuff happening around me? Life is so unpredictable.

4. When was the last time you held someone’s hand?
In school

5. Who can you tell everything to?
I don't think I can tell everything to anyone at the moment.

7. Who was the last person you talked to on MSN?
Celine! <3

8. Last words you spoke?
"Hey, it's raining"

9. Have you ever kissed anyone who's name started with a C?
Nope, I don't go around kissing people (:

(10? 11? 12?)!!

13. How do you feel about gay marriage?
I guess they have their rights to get married. And they can't help it, so why not?

14. What is the next concert you're going to?
Don't know~ you could bring me to one though

17. Can you play guitar hero?
HAHA I played before in wenyuan's house. (i think i kind of sucked D:)

18. Do you like someone?
I'm not sure myself, but I'm guessing yes. There are so many people around to like.

21. Is any part of your body sore?
Nope, because there hasn't been fencing trainings ):

22. Who was your last text from?
Elaine: "Lol. I meant my phone! Plus, it was not me who said that the phone is a (good) representation of me!"
Her phone has stripped. Lost, please refer to the posts below.

23. What is the last movie you watched in theaters?
I can't remember, its been ages since i went to watch a movie! ):

24. What do you currently hear?
My music playing on the laptop. Plus me typing.

27. Who did you kiss this year at midnight?
Hmmm, my prince :D

28. Who did you last share a bed with?
Probably my sister?

32. Do fish have feelings?
My fish says this is a retarded question.

33. What do you think of the person you took this from?
ELAINE IS THE LAME <3

34. What do you currently smell like?
soap and shampoo maybe? I just had a shower ._.

35. How old do you think you will be when you finally have kids?
26/27? I can't predict the future.

36. Would you rather watch football or baseball?
football! I don't get baseball haha.

37. Missing someone right now?
All my friends maybe.

38. What's the strangest fact about you?
that I can actually turn into a guy. (inside joke)

39. Where is your number one person on your friends list?
I'm guessing at home.

43. How much money do you have on you?
currently I am broke. You might want to check my cupboard though.

44. Do you sleep naked?
Not really. Unless there's a reason to x)

45. Favorite color?
BLUE! and lime green :D

46. Do you burn easily in the sun?
Yeah, very easily. I've gotten burnt 7623572 times already but i'm still not tanned!

47. Do you speak another language other than English?
Ni hao.

48. What made you happy today?
Nothing has made me happy today, sigh. Maybe its due to the fact that my day started not long ago.

49. Do you have a crush on anyone?
I don't know myself? But I don't think I have time for any of this now.

50. If so how long have you liked them for?
Haha am i obliged to answer this?

51. Do they like you?
IDK. kthxbai.

52. What's something you enjoy?
FENCING. and chatting with all the fencers (: basically just being around friends.

53. Where and who did your last hug take place?
In school~

54. Did you cry today?
Didn't I mention my day just started?

55. Need to get something off your chest?
Plenty. But it's hard to tell anyone.

hello population pyramids.

ace!

2008-10-04T21:11:00.000+08:00

why oh why am i blogging.

i feel so emo all of a sudden, i am quite sure there's something wrong with me. Exam stress, __ stress, all other kinds of stress.
I agree with what Elaine said on her blog about me being stressed so I was really weird (:

FEEL FREE TO VISIT ELAINE'S/ BERNICE's BLOG ABOUT THAT DAY! :D

unpredictableunpredictableunpredictable.

edit: okay I'm feeling happy now. (: thanks alot elaine/celine/amanda. you guys rock :D
everyone's gone, and i'm getting down to serious studying. Its 11.52pm. I feel so guilty for slacking away today, though I didn't want it to happen. Just that some things went out of control and all. ):
ace! i'm quite sure i would die for this exam if they weren't there helping me with notes, advising me on how to study, making sure i mug and not slack! you guys are the awesome, i HEARTS YOU TWO <3 like seriously I think I would die if you two weren't there for me :)

ACE! I PUT THE E IN THE AC! :D

byby

2008-10-04T11:51:00.000+08:00

I have found a new hobby in my house.

It looks like a textbook with all the boring pictures and plenty of words. I use it to study and mug and mug until I feel so sad and depressed. I go on the laptop typing notes all day and wishing that the 10th of october would come really soon.

After tomorrow, it's byebye geog forever.

boo you.

2008-10-04T01:11:00.000+08:00

haha it's like 1.11am. saturday.

and i'm doing MOV haha. I think i work better at night cos there's this feeling of "oh no the day is going to end you better start doing something NAO".

exams exams exams.
I need a (in between) exams stress reliever! o:

(plus I would like someone to be sweet and stay up with me to mug because no one nice is online now and I am so freaking bored. sigh.)

lido upstairs!

2008-10-03T18:04:00.000+08:00

exams today were okay i guess, i hope i'm not out of point.

wanted to go out with bernice today to mug MOV, but elaine followed us for lunch :D we went to LIDO UPSTAIRS. (according to bernice) haha inside joke inside joke. (: i think we spent 34567 hours laughing at that. (the roof the roof!)

so many RG sec 4s at lido o.0 haha we were the only sec 2s, looked like we were slacking (okay we were) but it relieved me of all exam stress~ i love you guys bernice and elaine!<3

IT WAS DAMN FUNNY. LIKE DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN FUNNY. I TOTALLY LAUGHED LIKE ANYTHING OMG THE TWO OF THEM ARE SO HILARIOUS.

started with me and elaine buying food! i was high for some weird reason and kept laughing, then she kept asking me what was wrong with me and started laughing too. damn funny damn funny :D

funny quotes which bernice copied down! (she was our scribe for the day HAHAH)
Elaine: Hey can we call ryan? (for some reason)
(we start asking which phone to use)
(elaine takes my phone)
Elaine: This phone is scandalous (referring to my phone)
Esther: (...) (says something which i cant remember what (: i was talking to bernice and drinking my starbucks mocha frap)
Elaine: WHY DO YOU THINK ITS STRIPPING?? (my phone is spoilt its almost spiltting)
(and then Esther almost spits out her mocha frap)

--HAHA MY PHONE IS SCANDALOUS SHIT (: (i have all the contacts numbers haha)--

Esther: My phone is a representation of me (referring to scandalous)
Elaine: My phone is trying to decide if I should be scandalous (her cover was coming off)
*laughter + bernice scribbling furiously*

Esther: *laughing about something damn funny with her head on the table* (i was trying to chill)
Elaine: ESTHER NEEDS LAXATIVE PILLS TO RELIEVE HERSELF.
*esther laughs harder! bernice scribbles furiously*

Esther: (upon reading an sms i forgot about what) OH MY SHIT.
Elaine: shityouwhat?
Esther: SHIT YOUR LAXATIVE.
(burst out into furious laughter again)

And then when they helped me to buy starbucks, elaine was like, hey you know your coffee has salt in it? the person was asking me funny questions and i said YES to put salt into yours! then bernice was like, can you taste the salt? (esther: okay.. no salt what) AND THEN SOMEMORE STUFF THEN THEY TOLD ME THEY MADE IT UP WALKING BACK TO THE TABLE ._. no stupid counter person would put SALT into COFFEE la i didn't believe you guys! :D

AND THE FUNNY SICK NUT JOKE WHICH BERNICE DIDNT GET SO I SMSED KEVIN GOH ABOUT IT AND HE EXPLAINED IT TO BERNICE HAHAHAHAHAH. it was damn funny cos bernice was so clueless. me and elaine were laughing like crazy~

so many other funny quotes we didnt copy down!
then there was this couple PDA-ing in front of us LOL. the guy kept snapping the girl's black bra strap! AND BERNICE WANTED TO "ACCIDENTALLY" KNOCK INTO THEM WHILE THEY WERE HUGGING HAHA!

I HEARTS YOU TWO FOREVER YALL ARE DAMN HILARIOUS <3

basketball!

2008-10-01T20:29:00.000+08:00

okay new infatuation! (:

I have this strange infatuation with guys who play basketball (WELL) plus look hawt plus have muscles :D

haha new hobby new hobby!
yingxin selene rain came over today to do math, haha was (QUITE) productive huh. :D
then we went out to get stuff for lunch and all, and selene went back home to print her notes, so me rain yingxin went to the playground near her house to slack.

it was beside the basketball court btw. and there were like, 6? guys playing basketball :P around like, 17/18/19/20? I dont know some of them looked quite old. so we sat down on the playground and started watching them play haha!

(their basketball skills sucked to the max (: )
there was this really gay guy running around and rain kept nudging me and we all started laughing!! haha entertainement much! and gosh when they aim and shoot they always hit the board ._. when they're all quite tall! (except for this one puny guy)

only like, two of them had muscles, sigh. this black shirt guy (with muscles) was the cutest of them all! :P and at least he got like, 2 balls in? (hahaaha)

there was this blue guy who didnt look too bad, but when he lifted up his shirt to wipe his face he was freaking fat!! HAHA RAIN TOLD ME THAT :D sighsigh.

fetishfetishfetishfetish (don't think wrong) infatuationinfatuationinfatuation. haha.

sigh i feel damn guilty for not being productive enough today, we totally slacked and watched tv plus play cluedo!!

i must pay it all back tomorrow, sigh.

HI BERNICE, WANT SEE YOUR NAME HERE IS IT! :D

rgfencing

2008-09-30T23:17:00.001+08:00

Celine says:
baalisa black sharah stef you any wool,
yes ce(line) yes ce(leste) calliful.
one for my mesther,
one for my damanda,
and one for the jeantle boy who lings down elaine.

the entire rgfencing!

blur-ity.

2008-09-30T22:23:00.000+08:00

fencing is the coooolzxzxz yo!

why am i so spastic tonight!
(cailyn's eye was itching)

*e says:
look at green stuff!
♥-/Cailyn! says:
okayy
♥-/Cailyn! says:
its RAINING
*e says:
HAHA
*e says:
good point.
*e says:
i know
akhy says:
if need right, pour hot water on a towel and smack it into your eye (disclaimer: i am not responsible if anything happens)
*e says:
look at the small green man
♥-/Cailyn! says:
eeewww
*e says:
when someone is writing a message
♥-/Cailyn! says:
what green man?
*e says:
see bottom of convo.
akhy says:
but aiyah should look lah just dont make it too hot
akhy says:
HAHAHAHAHA
akhy says:
ESTHER!!!!
♥-/Cailyn! says:
owww. even worst
*e says:
its green!
♥-/Cailyn! says:
ahhahaha
*e says:
you need someone to continuously type
*e says:
so the green man can always be there.
akhy says:
lol !!
akhy says:
esther is doing it
*e says:
haha.
*e says:
want me to haha somemore
♥-/Cailyn! says:
hahaahha
♥-/Cailyn! says:
its okay
*e says:
to see green men
*e says:
lol.
♥-/Cailyn! says:
its so small its ahhahaha
*e says:
get a green towel.
*e says:
a big one.
akhy says:
LOL
*e says:
you screenshot the green guy
*e says:
then enlarge it.
*e says:
and stare at it for damn long.
akhy says:
LOLLL
*e says:
and keep blinking
akhy says:
101 crazy ideas by esther
*e says:
OKAY WHATS WRONG WITH ME TONIGHT
akhy says:
eh esther, go join om lah
akhy says:
you so spas
akhy says:
x)
*e says:
thanks thanks
♥-/Cailyn! says:
hahahhah
♥-/Cailyn! says:
sure get in
*e says:
not very interested in going police station though :/
akhy says:
hahahaha
Celine says:
lol
Celine says:
i'm lost
*e says:
haha i must blog about my green men idea.

BLUR-ITY IS THE ART OF RGFENCING SHAKESPEARE.

follow your instincts

2008-09-30T17:29:00.000+08:00

I am pissed, thank you.

I am so going to join HSSRP/SMP/film cluster next year, go away RS.

(waiting for someone to reply my sms!!!!!)

it's all about you

2008-09-29T18:13:00.000+08:00

new infatuation with it's all about you - mcfly!
don't know why though. it's a nice song (:

sigh i don't like RS. I don't know where all my group members are! o: shitzx i can't wait for everything to end, argh.
exams starting on friday, come onnnnnn esther you know you can do this :D (i don't want to die)
BUT THEN I HAVENT STARTED SERIOUSLY MUGGING. D:

i miss fencing trainings ): but i still love the rgfencers alot alot alot alot though! <3

I'm not going to fail math this semester. (plus all other subjects)
I promise.

(and i would answer all your wishes if you asked me to)

I think i should be going on a hiatus, but then i don't think i can survive not blogging haha. I should totally lock up my laptop >:[

(it's all about you)

p.s. I think i would faint if someone played when you say nothing at all on the piano/guitar and sings it to me.

teddy bears

2008-09-27T23:58:00.000+08:00

fencing mass convo at 12am!

*z says:
haha sorry i feel like rubbish now (:
*z says:
so fun
*z says:
OH NO IM HIGH RUBBISH.
*z says:
dang.

HAHA i was getting high (: <3 rgfencers! and oh no i'm getting high at 12am? LOL.
i feel like calling everyone teddy bears today haha hello my darling teddy bears! <3

okay i'm high. ._.

2008-09-27T16:15:00.000+08:00

Dear Celine,
I don't really know how to tell you this, but our affair is over.
I think i realized it when i threw up in your sock drawer, at the mental hospital and i saw you sit on my father.
I'm sure you're sly enough to understand that i get turned on by garbage men.
I'm returning your old New Kids on the Block blanket, but i'll keep your neighbour's dog as a memory.
You should also know that I told in my confession today about the moose poaching and I’m off to lead a new life as a lemon.

Good luck in jail,
Esther xoxoxo

HAAHH! it really is,
Dear (_friend_),
I don't really know how to tell you this, but (_1_).
I think I realized it (_2_), (_3_) and I saw you (_4_) (_5_).
I'm sure you're (_6_) enough to understand (_7_).
I'm returning (_8_) to you, but I'll keep (_9_) as a memory.
You should also know that I (_10_) and (_11_).
(_12_)

1. What's the colour of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White – I’m joining the Convent
Black - I dislike your eyelashes
Green - Our socks don't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself for candy
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're mean
Other - I'm in love with your cat

2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night you picked your nose
February - Last year when you peed your pants
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on peanut butter
May - When I threw up in your sock drawer
June - When you put cuffs on me
July – When you smacked my ass
August - When I saw the purple monkey
September - When we skinny dipped in the bathtub
October - When I quoted Forest Gump
November - When your dog humped my leg
December - When I finally changed my underwear

3. Which food do you prefer? (oh no cant choose)
Tacos - In your apartment
Lasagna- In your car
Pasta - Outside of your office
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad – As you were eating Kraft Dinner
Chicken - In your closet
Kebab - With Jean Chrétien
Fish - In a clown suit
Sandwiches - At the Elton John concert
Pizza - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a street light
Annat- With George Bush and Stephen Harper

4. What's the colour of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put whipped cream on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the pants off of
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive over

5. What's the colour of your underwear? (not saying haha)
Black - My boyfriend
White - My father
Grey – The Catholic Priest
Brown – Your ‘My Little Pony’ collection
Purple - My corned beef hash
Red – My knee caps
Blue - My salt-beef bucket
Yellow - My illegitimate child in Ghana
Orange - My Blink 182 cd
Pink – The Montreal Canadian’s goalie
None – My prized statue of Michael Jackson in the nude
Other - The elephant in the corner

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV? (i'm not sure eh)
Scrubs; Man
O.C.; Emotional
One Tree Hill; Open
Heroes; Frostbitten
Lost; High
House; Sly
Simpsons; Cowardly
The news; Scarred
Idol; Masochistic
Family Guy; Senile
Top Model; Middle-class
Annat; Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful you are
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your smell makes me vomit
Depressed – That we’re related
Excited - That I may pee my pants
Nervous - The middle-east is planning their revenge on you
Worried - That your Ford sucks
Apathetic - That you need a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your earlobes
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Silly - That there is no solution to you being a dumbkid
Other - That your driving sucks

8. What's the colour of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your toe ring
Yellow - Your love letters to me
Red - Your Elton John poster
Black - Your pet rock
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from Vegas
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your nose hair clippers
Grey - Our matching snoopy underwear
Purple - Your old New Kids on the Block blanket
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your car

9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo with the moustache drawn on it
C/D - The oil tank from your car
E/F - Your neighbour’s dog
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of that blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X – Your glass eye
Y/Z - Your credit cards

10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Told my psychiatrist about the bruises
C/D - Never will forget that night
E/F - Always wanted to break your legs
G/H – Hate your cooking
I/J – Mocked you behind your back constantly
K/L - Will tell the authorities that you did not steal that whale in the back yard
M/N - Told in my confession today about the moose poaching
O/P - Was interviewed about the car you stole
Q/R - Always will remember the pep talks
S/T - Get sick when I think of your feet
U/V - Will try to forget that you broke my heart
W/X - Haven’t showered in a month
Y/Z – Am better off without you

11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water- Our friendship is ruined
Beer – you should stop picking your nose
Soft drink – I’m off to lead a new life as a lemon
Soda – I will haunt you when I’m incarnated as an Eskimo
Milk - The apartment building is on fire
Wine – Thanks for the Cocaine
Cider – I have a passionate interest for mice
Juice – You ruined my attempts at another world war
Mineral water – You should get that embarrassing rash checked
Hot chocolate – Your Cucumber-fetishism is weird
Whiskey - I love Oprah Winfrey
Liquor - I chew on your earlobes while you sleep
Other – I'm scratching my ass as you read this

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand – Warm tingly sensations
Australia - Best of luck on the sex-change
England - Good luck in jail
Spain - Go drown yourself
China – You make me sick
Germany – Please don’t hurt me
Japan - Go milk a cow
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
USA - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt – Kiss my butt
France – With tears of sadness

SL

2008-09-26T20:38:00.001+08:00

fav SL pic, from the other time! [p.s. the yellow shirt guy is yi en x)]

HAHAHAH.

happy birthday

2008-09-26T19:51:00.000+08:00

out out out with ewber today! <3

haha the five of us were deciding where to go, so after assembly we hid in 212 classroom, and started playing heart attack cos we were so bored haha (: plus we offed all the lights and closed the doors, save electricity (: then cos bernice was going to win we were trying to keep her hand there at the bottom, and everyone was pushing her hand down (mine was the second last ><) so it was damn pain! so we started screaming :D and then hemin passed by and was staring at us weirdly and I REALISED HOW WRONG IT SOUNDED HAHAHH :D 5 innocent girls in a dark room screaming! x)

so we went off to pepper lunch, was kind of boring at first, then it started getting funnny! what can you expect right, with wenyuan and rain! o: rain was being funnnny haha! we kept laughing and the waitress was damn annoying kept coming to stare at us ._. hahahh was fun, as usual with rain and wenyuan there! o: rain was being funny haha, crawling under the table huh! then everyone was staring at us :D but after that she felt unwell, so she went home. ewber<3

wanted to catch mamma mia but the timings were so screwedd! so me elaine bernice wenyuan sat and talked random stuff! yay i love all of you alot alot <3

OH IN SCIENCE TODAY MY GROUP (pap) ROCKED HAHA WE WERE SO EFFICIENT IN CUTTING PAPER x)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BERNYAU! :D
I LOVE YOU MUCH MUCH BFF <3

perfumed hearts everywhere

2008-09-25T20:40:00.000+08:00

4.0 4.0 4.0 for history :D
(haha one exam only)

sigh. school was okay, science was fun! (: its was the mirror thing again, and at the tiebreaker when we were supposed to reflect the light onto the target in the shortest time possible, my group rocked haha were so creative.

mr lau: okay your time starts now!
(esther bends down at that angle, shifts the mirror until can see the target)
*5 seconds later*
Esther: okay done!
Group: Mr lau, we're done!
(class stares at us like we're crazy)
(my group bursts out laughing :D)

Mr Lau: you all know about corresponding angles right. It's not that hard.
Joie: we didnt even do anything at all! :D
Mr Lau: can you all be more humble.

last task, and we did so well haha jellyea (:

i'm so happy for my history pt, i got a 3.6 even though i thought it sucked cos it was aesthetically unappealing. sigh. but my content was good though :D

quotes from yesterday! english classes this semester has become so funny.
ms (s) ong: (looking at shirlyn's summary) What are all these weird dots?
211: The "i" dots!
ms (s) ong: why are the "i" dots not on the "i"!
(draws arrow from dot to top of "i")
(class laughs)
(continues marking)
*2 mins later*
ms (s) ong: now i am very disturbed by these "i"s.

ms (s) ong: okay lets look at Jing han's summary.
Esther (to rain): look at her deterimental! (she spelt it as determinal)
(rain and esther bursts out laughing)
ms (s) ong: yes, what is the problem there?
Esther and Rain: (pointing) Her deterimental!
(class starts laughing and pointing out all her spelling mistakes)

at the end of jh's summary:
Ms (s) ong: SP- disgraceful. (spelling).
(class laughs again)

i love 211 we are the awesomezxzx. (: we make all lessons so funny! critical thinkers much :D

going out with ewber tmr, :D i missssss all of you! <3

tea towel

2008-09-23T20:39:00.000+08:00

school was rather fun today, considering all the fun stuff we did in class.

chinese first, me and rain and jinghan were having fun _______! (hahaha) then we had science and we had a truce, couldnt do (it) outside haha! (dont think wrong)

then science we did this really funnny thing, plus our group rocked! our aesthetic appeal was soooo coool. like prettiest out of everyone elses. (cos we have jinni haha) but it wasnt marked for aesthetic appeal! sigh. sigh. we were all getting damn high, wanting to sing songs at teh last 10 seconds (:

AND MR LAU CAME AROUND SINGING FUNNY SONGS LIKE ELMO'S WORLD TO DISTRACT US. HAHAHA MR LAU. our group was so amused x)

pe! we were sitting in a circle slacking cos we didnt feel in the mood for basketball x) then we played this really funny game which i suck at! o: i cant count/minus/divide fast enough. sigh.

cle was sharing of sl! AND HAHA MY YI EN<3 we were like so excited, we totally talked all at the same time. then we were supposed to share about our favourite boy/girl.

RAIN: Oh there was this cute boy I really liked, his name was YI EN.
ESTHER: YI EN IS MINE LA!
RAIN: oh, its (something i cant rmbr)
MRS ABBAS: Rain, you cannot go around stealing other people's companions.

ESTHER: He was so cute he randomly came to me and sat in my lap!
JINGHAN: what, he came over and licked your lap?!
*class bursts out laughing*
*esther bends over laughing*

rs was ._. shant talk about it.
AFTER SCHOOL! mugging session with elaine and amanda, sadly celine couldnt make it! ): went to carls jr, and then we called (_____) and studied! i finished my math assignment (: yay yay. i think i would have slacked if i went home.

OH WE WENT TO THE DESSERT PLACE AGAIN, AND THE PERSON THERE COULD RECOGNISE ME HAHAHA.
i got a major crush! x) haha it was nice. major crush is the name of the dessert btw! don't think wrong (: that's why its in my msn nickname haha! i lvoe you amanda and elaine you two are so cooool <3

chatting with celine and amanda now! they are so funny, showing off their poetic talents. no one can beat me though. (:

Celine says:
esther?
A, found my summer fling says:
e
[c=22][u][e[/c][/u] #i've got myself a major crush says:
LOL sorry
[c=22][u][e[/c][/u] #i've got myself a major crush says:
im lost
Celine says:
hahaha you are a lost lamb
Celine says:
baaaaaaaaa
A, found my summer fling says:
she's a wolf in lamb's skin
A, found my summer fling says:
x)
[c=22][u][e[/c][/u] #i've got myself a major crush says:
baaaa
[c=22][u][e[/c][/u] #i've got myself a major crush says:
black sheep
[c=22][u][e[/c][/u] #i've got myself a major crush says:
have you any woooooooool.
Celine says:
yes sir
Celine says:
yes sir
Celine says:
three bags full
Celine says:
one for my master (esther)
Celine says:
one for my dame (amanda)
[c=22][u][e[/c][/u] #i've got myself a major crush says:
one for the little boy
[c=22][u][e[/c][/u] #i've got myself a major crush says:
(celine)
A, found my summer fling says:
lol
Celine says:
and one for the little boy who lives down the lane!
[c=22][u][e[/c][/u] #i've got myself a major crush says:
who is so lame
Celine says:
(:
Celine says:
-.-
Celine says:
*slap*
A, found my summer fling says:
ehh we can make this our fencing song wait ah
Celine says:
OMGOMGOMG
Celine says:
whaaaaaaaat
A, found my summer fling says:
baa baa black sheep have you any wool yes sire yes sire 3 bags full one for my mesther one for my damanda, one for the little boy (celine) who lives down elaine!
A, found my summer fling says:
hahaah quite cool what
[c=22][u][e[/c][/u] #i've got myself a major crush says:
LOLOLOL!!
Celine says:
OMG COOOOOOOL
Celine says:
8D
Celine says:
waiiiiiiit
Celine says:
what abt cai and alisa and jean?
Celine says:
hahaha
A, found my summer fling says:
hahahaha opps
Celine says:
or is this our own special one
Celine says:
(:
A, found my summer fling says:
i dont know lah i cant fit the rest in LOL
A, found my summer fling says:
i try
Celine says:
hahaha jiayous
Celine says:
(:
A, found my summer fling says:
baalisa black sheep three bags full yes sire yes sire three bags full one for mesther one for the damanda one for the jeantle boy (celine) who lives down elaine! baa baa black sheep have you any wool yes sire yes sire cailiful
A, found my summer fling says:
lol abit weird
[c=22][u][e[/c][/u] #i've got myself a major crush says:
LOL!OL!!!!
[c=22][u][e[/c][/u] #i've got myself a major crush says:
amanda is so funnnnny.
Celine says:
OOMG!!!!!!
[c=22][u][e[/c][/u] #i've got myself a major crush says:
you can be amanda shakespeare number 2.
Celine says:
YEAHYEAH
Celine says:
(:
Celine says:
wait i try!
[c=22][u][e[/c][/u] #i've got myself a major crush says:
celine can be shakespear.
[c=22][u][e[/c][/u] #i've got myself a major crush says:
juniorl.
A, found my summer fling says:
sigh lah my friends suddenly change our mugging destination to a dar far place
A, found my summer fling says:
damn*
Celine says:
baalisa black sheep have you any wool?yes ce(line) yes sire calliful.one for the mesther one for the damanda,one for the jeantle boy who lives down elaine.
Celine says:
HAHAHAHAHHA
Celine says:
whooo
A, found my summer fling says:
yeah thats better haha!
[c=22][u][e[/c][/u] #i've got myself a major crush says:
LOL
[c=22][u][e[/c][/u] #i've got myself a major crush says:
LOL
Celine says:
hah
[c=22][u][e[/c][/u] #i've got myself a major crush says:
shall blog all abt this!
Celine says:
celine shakespeare
Celine says:
(:
Celine says:
me too!
A, found my summer fling says:
haha i shall too
Celine says:
like now
[c=22][u][e[/c][/u] #i've got myself a major crush says:
celine shakespear.
[c=22][u][e[/c][/u] #i've got myself a major crush says:

Celine says:
okay
[c=22][u][e[/c][/u] #i've got myself a major crush says:
me too now!
Celine says:
(:
Celine says:
hahaha
A, found my summer fling says:
celine shakes the pear
A, found my summer fling says:

Celine says:
omfg
[c=22][u][e[/c][/u] #i've got myself a major crush says:
LOL shall c&p the whole convo.

haha you can read slowly i am too lazy to colour code it. (:
:D i love my fencing batchmates! WE ARE THE COOL YO. <3

never again

2008-09-22T23:12:00.001+08:00

worst night ever.

i have no idea why i am so emo today. it's just like, that way. and i seriously felt like crying, giving up, and all. up till now, i still dont know what's the reason.
i'm sorry.

i shall work to control my emotions better. something i was never good at. i don't know why i just started crying when i saw that message.
thanks celine, for everything.

I LOVE YOU<3
you too.

edit: oh no i promised myself never to post emo posts on my blog! sigh cancel cancel.

quotable quotes

2008-09-22T20:44:00.000+08:00

haha i didnt want the sad post below to ruin this, so i decided to spilt it up.
it was damn funny at the time which it happened okay.

RAIN
Texting will end the English Language.
Texting stains the English Language.

JOANNE
Texting comes from carelessness.

S ONG
Textese disguises dyslexia. (Joanne's answer) Oh, how familiar.
"It could be the harbinger of the language's destruction" (Joanne's answer) Do you know what is harbinger?
Joanne: Uh, like the first signs.
ms (s) ong: The first what signs?
Joanne: Erm, doomsday signs.

oh did i mention rain likes biting my finger from the outside?
OH AND THEN RAIN ASKED ME TODAY ONE QUALITY OF COFFEE. it was supposed to be a personality test or something.

Rain: give one word to describe the quality of coffee. (or sth like that)
Esther: uh, unsleepable? (i was thinking of caffeine.)
Rain: Oh its how you view sex.
Esther: LOLOLOLOLOLL SEX IS UNSLEEPABLE!

gosh. spooky personality test. but the rest of the answers are quite true (:

say it again for me

2008-09-22T20:25:00.000+08:00

today was those kind of boring shitty days.

I suppose the only cool subject today was ICT, geog (cos i was sitting right at the back with rachel and rain). school ended at 5, because of the extra lesson.

oh and i like fell asleep during lit. i was holding the paper up to cover my face, and the next moment i knew my hand had dropped. means i fell asleep in like 2 seconds! die o:

i need to sleep at 10 today, but i have like, rs. shucks.

my phone keeps dying on me, argh. i need to go get a new phone soon, but i think i only can take out some time after the exams. $#@&!

i vow never to do that again, so not worth it. i don't want to go to school tomorrow, someone help me. and sigh why do i have so much work to do. i wanted to mug MOV, but i guess i have to leave that to wednesday? i don't have a photo of yi en yet, haha. plus i realised i dont even know his age, ._.

people in school were telling me that my hair was cute and a lot neater. haha i like it short, but it looks funny when i let it down :)

sucks.

sometimes it's so unfair for me to always be the one.

mememememememe.

2008-09-20T21:40:00.000+08:00

haha this is a hilarious meme. :D

1. ME HAHAH I HAVE ALOT (: haha okay nevermind i would say uh, shao wei? :D
2. my sista. damn long already.
3. i don't know, i'm kind of satisified. but i want to trade with someone who has a nice working phone.
4. um. rain haha she seems like some abandoned person who cares for abondoned pets xD
5. HELLO WENYUAN YOUR NAME SHOULD TOTALLY BE HERE.
6. hmmm. claudia (:
7. UH ME LA ALTHOUGH I STILL AM :D
8. MY KINDERGARDEN BEST FRIEND HAHAHAHA. seriously! we've lost contact ): and my pri school best friends friends friends friends (:
9. bernice! yonghan! elaine! johnny :p
10. SELENE SAY, SERIOUSLY. hi mummy (:
11. wenyuan? (: alisa also. :D
12. ME ME ME THANKS :D haha erm, amanda kuan? :D
13. UM. WENYUAN CAN GO AND JOIN SOME COMDEY SHOW :D lol uhh, jing han cos she's so funnnny! rain can be some comedy person with wenyuan omg hahaha hilarious.
14. wah shao wei totally :D and selene can be the (manly) part (:
15. OMG YONGHAN TOTALLY (: and and and erm, RAIN COS THAT'LL BE DAMN FUUNNY
16.my mum. obviously.
17. me :D haha i dont know, celine? xD
18. ME LA PLEASE (: if not wenyuan meh (:
19. selene? politician luh :D
20. wenyuan who just told me a sick joke. she sees things differently!!
21. ALL TEACHERS.
22. hmm, i wonder who (:
23. HI LAO BAN I THINK ITS um, selene? yingxin? i can totally imagine that. BUT NOT RAIN HAAHHAHAHA. i'll skive :D
24. murderers. like me (: (guts trip lololol)
25. ME LA THANKS I S____ EVERYONE IN CLASS :D
26. ME THANKS.
27. i cant thinkkkk.
28. OMG RAIN SOO JAMIN TOTALLY :D
29. i dont know. none at the moment.
30. HELLO EVERYONE WHOEVER WANTS TO DO THIS CAN TELL ME ON MSN HAHAH and don't feel offended this is so funnnny :D

today was funnn at sl discussion haha. :D

10.

the only way to be sad

2008-09-20T18:06:00.000+08:00

OMG OMG OMG OMG MY PHONE IS SPOILT.

i want to &^@!*(^&%! you yingxin. sigh.

i need to change my phone NOWNOWNOWNOW.

precious memories

2008-09-19T20:42:00.003+08:00

school was fun (:

pe first block, (we threw the basketball into the koi pond and scared the fish haha) chinese next! continued our video haha it was so funny my class was hysterical at some parts :D because liang shan bo was acting dumb.

haha and then we were damn late for ICT, but didn't care :D totally slacked around. and then it was so hilarious because steph was playing icy tower, and then ms tami came along and she didnt realise! she was standing right beside steph and glaring and me rain jinghan and elaine were laughing over at the other side (: so i was like STEPH. then she was like yeah? then she turned around and realised ms tami there hahaha! and i was like laughing ohgosh so funny. the worst thing is. ALISA DID IT TOO. sometime later. so me and elaine were laughing again and i went like ALISA and she finally turned and realised haha (: my class has an infatuation with icy tower during comp studs.

(maybe cos its so boring and useless)

went out with bernice shao and selene after school! far east (: went ljs to eat first and omg shao and bernice were so funny! cos shao was trying to guess bernice's primary school, and then we totally tricked her that ber was from rgps and shao didnt know her batchmates. bernice and i kept banging our heads on the wall beside us because it was so hilarious.

went for dessert at this new place which opened at far east (: its like ice and toppings, and its seriously nice :D like seriously better than ice kachang. (gelare is overrated so we can eat here next time) haha. selene and shao had to run back to school with cheng's chicken, so me and bernice walked to the bus stop and started talking but then my bus came :D

and bernice and elaine were being lame by smsing me on the bus when they were together. funny stuff. like how a pig-elephant are all round so it doesnt make a difference and how they were sitting beside their mums. goshhh.

elaine's going to take 10293 hours to bake her cake.

the beginning has never ended;

2008-09-19T20:42:00.002+08:00

i <3 211 we are the awesomezxzx.

some things just aren't worth it

2008-09-17T23:39:00.000+08:00

shall blog again before i go to sleep. :D

school was really fun today, what with our aesthetics dance and all. i love the dancers we are all so cool and we have funny ideas. our dance is going to rock (:

something really __ happened just now, and boy am i glad its over. haha. was feeling so down and depressed just now i couldn't even do rs. now i have to chiong tmr. sigh i feel so drained of energy.

3 more weeks to endure, byebye eoys. (:

everything's gonna turn out alright haha :D

(i need some glam photos)

unglam shots much

2008-09-15T22:59:00.000+08:00

should post about today before i go to sleep, to cure my ridiculously huge eyebags.

studying session with elaine and amanda after school today! I did uh, one question of my math assignment. :D which is good, because math is the bane of my life. haha. :D we did uhm, funny stuff, because we were bored! i had to run to a corner of the classroom to laugh xD

and i was leaning over my chair laughing to whole time haha. unglam photos much! lol luckily elaine the lovely BEAST has taken them all down. (: have i added that i love elaine's guts? (:

okay sorry. school again tomorrow, i lost my science reflection worksheet, i am smartttt. lit recitation tmr! shall type everything out here.

launcelot: conscience, say i, you counsel well. Fiend, say i, you counsel well. To be ruled by my conscience, i should stay with the Jew my master, who, God bless the mark, is a kind of devil, and to run away from the Jew, i should be ruled by the fiend, who, saving your reverence, is the devil himself. Certainly the Jew is the very incarnation; and, in my conscience, my conscience is but a kind of hard conscience, to offer to counsel me to stay with the jew. The fiend gives the more friendly counsel; i will run, fiend, my heels are at your command, i will run.

henhao. now to sleep. (:

rgfencing FTY! :D

sometimes whatever you give just doesn't pay

2008-09-13T20:12:00.001+08:00

feeling freaking annoyed now, luckily there's ________ to cheer me up.

seriously.

should blog about yesterday! coffee bean with fencers <3 haha had a warm chocolate cake and belgium chocolate ice blended! the coffee was nice :D supposed to be a mugging session, but we gossiped and bitched about some people (: played have you ever and 5 Ws one H! :D scandalous x) and of course, we studied.

and then haha the funny prank of alisa was HAHAHAH :D but it's over now (:

credit for amc, LOL~ i'm surprised i still managed to get a 61. :D
i seriously think i was supposed to go for math remedial but apparently they left me out? i dont know ahahah :D

and omg hadley cheerleading video is on youtube!! never realised. until i went to find again recently. i see myself o:

need to study for exams!

chance as fair, and choose as true

2008-09-11T16:38:00.000+08:00

okay should totally start updating.

minime! was cool :D haha now i miss it, like celine said. surprisingly, i did better for individual than team haha. team was *&!%^#*&@%* but i've only been fencing for 3 months, so it's good already for me :D yay fencing! <3

haha then ahd a fever on the way home from minime, so ponned two days of school. and slacked. gosh i am such a slacker. should be mad at myself.

school was as usual, haha with all my funny classmates <3 and lit quiz today was EASYYY :D i think i can get a 4.0! and i already got a 4.0 for my whale rider pt (:

i seriously think i wasted alot of time mugging MOV last night. Fell asleep today in philo and math class ahaha. And philo we were like sitting in a square and lucky limeryang was behind me, so i just lay on the table and slept. But was still super sleepy ):

however! the longest quote in MOV that i memorised:

Morocco: O hell! What have we here?

A carrion Death, within whose empty eye

There is a written scroll.

I'll read the writing.

"All that glisters is not gold

often have you heard that told

many a man his life hath sold

but my outside to behold.

Gilded tombs do worms infold

Had you been as wise as bold

Young in limbs, in judgement old

your answer had not been inscrolled.

Fare you well, your suit is cold."

cold indeed, and labour lost.

Then farewell heat, and welcome frost.

Portia,adieu. i have too grieved a heart

To take a tedious leave. Thus losers part.

Portia: A gentle riddance. draw the curtains, go.

Let all of his complexion choose me so.

- Merchant of Venice, act 2 scene 7

Lol. not that it was of much use anyway.

MISSED TRAINING TODAY D:

i am damn sad. I want training! i love rgfencing, we are the coolest peeps EVER. especially batchmates! :D and now everyone is training and i'm here blogging, sigh.

who thinks i should quit cheerleading next year?

in the blink of an eye

2008-09-05T20:17:00.000+08:00

PSLTC! :D

haha very fun, the trybe people were very funny (: kinda shy at first, (like always) but then my group is AWESOMEE :D and i thought that moat challenge thing was very fun after you got over the annoying part (:

the wonderFOOLS :D christabel nadia shelley tingwei pristine becky irina samantha atiqah and oh no i forgot her name! 0: and i'm an I and S. haha S 0: and then we sang at the beginning at the end LOL (: jumping at the chorus! then rushing in and getting squashed :D haha so fun.
and the most memorable part was standing on nadia's back with one leg 0: haha flying experience from cheerleading!

wanted to go out with bernice to catch walle today but then! homework D: and because today's mine only day as minime is tmr and sunday. (i don't really care about that now, idk why)
dreading minime, not cos im nervous, i just don't want to wake up so early and go so far just to fence! 0: competition blues lol.

hello lit fa. byebye computer. D:

i'm sitting in the stands

2008-09-03T22:28:00.000+08:00

MINIME is on saturday AND sunday 0:

not very scared for the team event, although i know that due to certain reasons _______, but i'm super scared for indiv! ): because its INDIVIDUAL. INDIVIDUAL. you know what that means right.

inkball ftw! psltc tmr, quite looking forward (: and OH NO MINIME IS SO CLOSE!!! 0: ahh. It's for the experience, of course. Plus i know i'm going to get thrashed, so why am i freaking out. Maybe friday will make me freak out more.

STRESS D: all the homework, and i only left friday to do it! minime is full day fyi.
so, which is worse?

redundant

2008-09-02T13:30:00.000+08:00

my holiday isn't much of a holiday.

like always, isn't it?

off to fencing! :D

jing han

2008-08-30T13:41:00.000+08:00

read jing han's blog post again, and i seriously think that interviews are a totally warped way of choosing people for leadership positions. So i got lucky this time, but i feel that alot of other people who deserve it didn't get in, probably because they were nervous during the interview or something. Like i don't know the feeling of being rejected because you sucked at the interview. Happened so many times. The feeling of disappointment, oh i know it so well.

Never have been good at interviews, because i simply cannot think of a good answer on the spot. Which is so frustrating because after that you think of a superbly good answer and you curse yourself for not using it. Maybe the school should have another system other than interviews. Interviews only let you know the person for like, 5 minutes. How good a judgement is that?

So Jing Han, cheer up for the whole psb thing okay! I really think you are psb material, although maybe your interview didnt go well. Dont let this get you down, we still have OSL and film cluster next year :D PLUS we can watch wall.e hahhaha. take this break to relax, and then when school reopens we can see a funny Jing Han again! (: love <3